{"id":1133,"date":"2020-06-26T11:47:13","date_gmt":"2020-06-26T11:47:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.extnovel.com\/?p=1133"},"modified":"2020-06-26T11:47:13","modified_gmt":"2020-06-26T11:47:13","slug":"Chapter53Iwouldneverforgiveyouinmylife","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/?p=1133","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 53 I would never forgive you in my life"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>After a while, the car finally stopped.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The trunk was opened and Sean Jessop stood outside. Looking at me inside, he was obviously a little shocked.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Then his brows wrinkled.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Let me go, let me go out.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   My body kept trembling as if it had been out of control.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But I was afraid that he would close the trunk again so I tried to get up and climb out.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   As soon as I went out, I fell to the ground.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It hurt but it was much better than there.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I knew that as long as Sean Jessop disagreed, I couldn&#8217;t escape at all.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I grabbed his trouser legs and begged him, &#8220;Let me go, I promise I won&#8217;t be in front of you.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Maybe it was because the air outside was fresh. Although I spoke slowly, it was not hard.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean Jessop looked down at me, hesitated for a moment then suddenly bent over and picked me up!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Let me down!&#8221; Only then did I notice that the car was parked at the door of the villa.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Despite my resistance, he carried me directly into the house.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   We went upstairs.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He threw me on the bed and pressed me on.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He grabbed my neck with one hand and looked down at me. &#8220;As Mrs. Jessop, where do you want to escape?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He pinched my neck too tight. I coughed violently before I spoke.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Really?&#8221; Sean Jessop picked his eyebrows. Though his face was expressionless, his cold eyes were dark as if brewing a storm.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   With a snort, he held my crotch tightly in his legs. As soon as he raised his hand, he tore my T-shirt apart.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;No!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I knew what he was going to do.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But I didn&#8217;t want to!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I just recovered. My strength was not enough to resist!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I resisted. I knew it was a senseless resistance and I had to lie down at last.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But he stopped his action. Sean Jessop got up, looked down at me and said in an angry voice, &#8220;June Carter, don&#8217;t you want to be Mrs. Jessop so much?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   His words made me laugh.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I looked at him and laughed. &#8220;Have you ever seen such a miserable lady like me? I was framed but my husband didn&#8217;t even say a word.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   As I said, I sat up from bed, took off the nearly torn T-shirt and then took off my pants.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean Jessop looked at me and seemed unable to figure out what I was going to do.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I exposed most of my body and raised my arm to show him my armpit, &#8220;Look here.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Then I showed him the root of my thigh. &#8220;And here.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   These two parts are heavily scarred obviously with new injuries on the old ones.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean Jessop did not speak. I sneered, &#8220;Why not speak? Do you dare not admit what you have done?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;What is this?&#8221; Sean Jessop was silent for a moment and then asked me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Why do you ask me? You let the prisoners beat me!&#8221; I yelled, &#8220;In prison, fighting or injuries to prisoners are found to be punishable so you let those people only hit me in these two parts!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I wanted to tell the prison guards but they found out. They put me in a dog cage!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;They forced me to bark like a dog and walked me with a rope. If I didn&#8217;t listen to them, they kept beating me. I felt pain! I dared not refuse!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;But my natural disposition is not to cry. I suffered a lot in it!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I half knelt and complained to Sean Jessop about what I had suffered in prison.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was hysterical!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean Jessop listened and said nothing.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Finally, I softened my voice. &#8220;Did you see it? As you wish, I&#8217;m already miserable! Please let me go. I&#8217;ve been punished!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean Jessop looked at me with complicated eyes.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He asked me, &#8220;What happened to that child?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;That child? On my first day in prison, you let someone kill my child! I had been pregnant for over four months. I didn&#8217;t want to escape. I just wanted to give birth to my child. Why don&#8217;t you give me this chance!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;You know what? When I was held down by those people and my child was crushed by their pliers, I suffered thousands of times more than before!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I grabbed Sean Jessop and told him, &#8220;I will not forgive you and Molly Carter for the rest of my life!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   My tears kept falling down the corners of my eyes!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The first child died.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean Jessop sat at the corner of the bed. He didn&#8217;t speak and just watched me cry.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But he did not leave. Obviously, he refused to let me go.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t know how long I cried but then I got tired and fell asleep.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   As I was about to fall asleep, I felt a warmth. I heard someone say in my ear, &#8220;If I say everything has nothing to do with me&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Then I fell asleep and didn&#8217;t hear what the man said.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   On the second morning, before I woke up, I heard the cell phone ring.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It was not mine, it was Sean Jessop&#8217;s.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t move. I heard Sean Jessop get up and answer the phone.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   As soon as the call was answered, Molly Carter&#8217;s voice came over the phone.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Because the bedroom was very quiet, I clearly heard her excitedly say, &#8220;Why don&#8217;t you tell me you let her out? What if she hurt me and our future baby again?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;She won&#8217;t.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean Jessop finished and hung up.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t know what he meant.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   About half an hour later, I got up and realized that my clothes had been changed into pajamas.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When I went downstairs, I saw that the servant had made breakfast.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When the servant saw me coming down, she called respectfully, &#8220;Madam.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean Jessop raised his hand. &#8220;You&#8217;re hungry. Come and have breakfast.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I looked at him in a trance.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean Jessop looked a little like the melting of ice and snow.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I stood at the stairway for a while and instead said, &#8220;What does President Jessop think of yesterday&#8217;s remarks?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean Jessop was a little angry when he heard the term &#8220;President Jessop&#8221;. &#8220;You are Mrs. Jessop and this will never change.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;So you&#8217;re going to continue to torture me? Are you going to send me to prison or just force me to death?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Today I was all right. I was very calm.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I went to jail once and almost once again. These things stopped me fantasizing about Sean Jessop.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;The past has passed and the future&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Halfway through Sean Jessop&#8217;s words, there was a knock at the door.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When the servant opened the door, Molly Carter rushed in and saw me in my pajamas. Her eyes almost flared up!   <\/p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>After a while, the car finally stopped.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The trunk was opened and Sean Jessop stood outside. Looking at me inside, he was obviously a little shocked.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Then his brows wrinkled.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Let me go, let me go out.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   My body kept trembling<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[],"tags":[],"amp_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1133"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1133"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1133\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1133"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1133"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1133"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}