Daniell heard my answer, opened his arms and held me in his arms, saying, “great.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I heard him laughing like a child. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I was a little relaxed. I felt safe with him. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Although I knew I didn’t love Daniell, I felt comfortable with him. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
That should be enough. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I loved Sean, but I was worried about gain and loss. That was not good. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Daniell sent me home first. I changed my clothes. He asked me to go out for dinner. I thought there were some vegetables in the fridge, so I said to him, “eat at home. I’ll cook for you.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Really?” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Daniell looked at me in disbelief. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I smiled and said, “don’t worry. I’m good at cooking. I will not poison you.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Even if you poison me, I will eat it.” Daniell said and followed me into the kitchen. He rolled up his shirt sleeve and asked me, “is there anything I can do for you?” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
We made two dishes and a soup in the kitchen for more than an hour. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
After dinner, Daniell offered to wash the dishes. I refused, but he held my hands in his hands and kissed them gently. “I want to be with you. I don’t want you to cook or wash dishes. I just want to love you.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I blushed in a flash. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I didn’t know what to say, so I waved. “Then I won’t wash them.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
After that, I stood by and watched Daniell skillfully wash the dishes. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
He didn’t leave until after 11 o’clock. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
He took my passport when he left and said he would help me with my visa. It only took half a month. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
That was to say, I could only stay in York for half a month. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I resigned the next day. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Sean disagreed, but I still packed up and didn’t go back. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I stayed at home these days and occasionally called Daisy. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Time went by day by day. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Two weeks later, Daniell told me that my visa was ready. He contacted a local company and started a new job. He could turn a tourist visa into a work visa directly. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
At the same time, he bought two tickets in three days. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
When I asked if he had told his parents, Daniell was silent for a while before saying, “I will tell them when we arrive.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I advised him to tell his parents about it. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Daniell’s parents were good people. If they knew their son was going abroad, they would be worried. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
And older people didn’t want to be separated from their children. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
After I persuaded him, he just said, “I know.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I knew he wouldn’t tell them. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
The night Daniell called me, I heard a loud knock at home! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Sean. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I only thought of him! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Open the door!” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Soon Sean’s voice came from the door. It was grumpy but I couldn’t hear it clearly. I knew he was drunk. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
My mind told me never to open the door! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Open the door!” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Sean’s voice was loud. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Because it was night and the house was empty, his voice was very clear to me. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I didn’t open the door, so he pressed the video call on the door. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
The shrill bell rang throughout the room. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I had no choice but to pick up the video call. I said directly, “get out of here. I won’t open the door.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
If I opened the door, I would definitely sleep with him tonight. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Through the screen I saw Sean outside wearing only a white shirt. His buttons were undone and his hair was in a mess. His face was red as if he were cold. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
It was March. If he came like this, he must be cold. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I was a little heartbroken to see him like this. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
But I soon told myself not to be cheated by him. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I turned off the video call. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
But soon the bell rang again, and I picked it up and pretended to be impatient and said, “President Jessop, what are you going to do! I’ll call the police if you do that again!” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Wait! Hang on! I don’t knock and I don’t press. I just have something to tell you.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Sean said. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
His voice was obviously soft. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I rarely saw Sean like this. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I wanted to hang up but I stopped. I looked down and said, “say it.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I would leave in a few days. I would never see him again. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
This was the last time I listened to him. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I persuaded myself like this. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Sean stood at the door. He was staring at the videophone camera as if he was looking at me. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
He said, “June, I’m crazy.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“What?” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I didn’t understand. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“I know I can’t and shouldn’t like you. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
But as long as I’m awake, my mind is full of you. I think I’m crazy. I know what I’m doing is wrong, but I still have to do it. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I know you’ll hate me if I buy your company and force you to be my assistant. But I can’t help it. When I am craziest, I even think I don’t mind if you hate me as long as you are by my side.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
The pixels of the video call were very high, so I could see Sean’s eyes and expression clearly. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
There was love and remorse in his eyes. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I put my hand on the doorknob and even wanted to open the door for him. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I knew I couldn’t. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Sean hurt me and I gave him a chance. What could I do to repay Daniell? <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I closed my eyes and said, “you don’t love me. You just love the feeling you can’t get.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“No!” Sean immediately denied, “I used to think so. I know Daniell and you are going abroad, but I try not to interfere.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
His words made me gasp. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
It turned out that he knew about it. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I didn’t speak. Sean gave a wry smile. He propped his hand on the wall. “Are you scared? I suffer a lot. I didn’t realize that I didn’t just want to own you until I knew that you had booked the ticket.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“President Jessop, you’re drunk.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I interrupted him. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I was sure he was drunk. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Because Sean was proud when he wasn’t drunk and couldn’t have said that. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Sean looked at the video call for a long time before he said, “stay here, June. I’m not going to marry Molly. I’ll send her to prison. As long as you stay, I’ll do whatever you say.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I stared at the screen. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I didn’t know if Sean was lying, but it made my heart ache. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Sean could always easily disturb my mind. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I was silent for a long time. I convinced myself over and over in my mind, and then I said to Sean, “no, President Jessop. I used to love you, but I love the proud Sean. I don’t like this Sean who flatters me at my door.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
With that, I hung up. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
At the same time, I turned on the undisturbed mode. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
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Daniell heard my answer, opened his arms and held me in his arms, saying, “great.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I heard him laughing like a child. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I was a little relaxed. I felt safe with him. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Although I knew I didn’t love Daniell, I felt comfortable with him. <\/p>\n