{"id":1225,"date":"2020-06-26T11:51:49","date_gmt":"2020-06-26T11:51:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.extnovel.com\/?p=1225"},"modified":"2020-06-26T11:51:49","modified_gmt":"2020-06-26T11:51:49","slug":"Chapter145Ididntcryoutforpain","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/?p=1225","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 145 I didn&#8217;t cry out for pain"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>They would be together for a lifetime.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Her words were like an invisible hand holding my heart.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It made me so miserable.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was angrier. She grabbed me so I raised my hand and yelled, &#8220;I don&#8217;t want to get involved in your affairs!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Maybe because of my strength, Molly fell back.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I turned around and saw her sitting on the ground. She looked a little painful and she rubbed her buttocks with her hands.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The people around looked at us. There was a rebuke in their eyes.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t want to talk to her. I was just about to leave when I saw people around me looking at other places.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I turned to see a man coming out of the gate of the building.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He was wearing the same suit. When he saw Molly getting up from the ground, he quickly stepped forward and helped her up.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At this time, I saw that Molly still had bandages under her long sleeves. It seemed that her skin had not recovered.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It seemed that she had not lost her memory.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Molly did it every time, but she succeeded every time.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Molly was pulled up by Sean. She looked at me and immediately explained to Sean, &#8220;I&#8217;m sorry. It&#8217;s my fault.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I thought she was going to say I didn&#8217;t drag her down.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean kept looking at her. He patted the dirt on her clothes and shook his head. &#8220;Why are you here? The doctor said you can&#8217;t come out.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I just don&#8217;t remember what you are like when you are at work, so I want to see. I didn&#8217;t expect to meet June.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Molly stood by Sean. Their height difference was more than 20 centimeters, which made her look cute.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   They matched very well.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It seemed that since Molly&#8217;s self-mutilation that day, when Molly and I appeared at the same time, Sean would not take the initiative to look at me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I understood.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Why was I standing here?   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When I turned to leave, I heard Molly&#8217;s voice behind me, &#8220;June, have lunch together.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Ha-ha.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I turned around and Sean finally looked at me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But there was no pain in his eyes.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   After all, I was different from Molly. I didn&#8217;t cry out for pain.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I couldn&#8217;t compare with her.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Men liked women like her.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was as stubborn as a stone. Men may feel fresh at first, but sooner or later they would abandon me and come to women like her.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I looked at them and paused before I said, &#8220;no, I&#8217;ll attend when you get married.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I finished and left.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   My heart hurt.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I wanted to cry but my tears didn&#8217;t come out. They came back to my heart.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   My broken heart hurt.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I lost again.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It was not the first time, but I still felt sad.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I took my bag and walked into a bar at will.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I ordered three whiskies.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When I ordered my fourth, the bartender pushed a red cocktail in front of me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;What is this?&#8221; I looked at him in a daze.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The bartender looked at me with a smile on his lips. &#8220;This is the cocktail I make for sad ladies. It&#8217;s called magic wine.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I shook my head and smiled. &#8220;I thought it would be called saying goodbye to the past.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The bartender pushed the wine towards me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I took a sip, and a slight sour taste slid down my throat into my stomach.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   After drinking it, my mouth was a little sweet without any alcohol.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Isn&#8217;t this wine?&#8221; I looked at the bartender.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;As long as you want to get drunk, does it matter if it&#8217;s wine or not?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The bartender said lightly.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Yeah.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   As long as I wanted to be drunk, even if I didn&#8217;t drink alcohol, I could be drunk.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was lying on my stomach and dizzy. I was so tired these days. It really took me a lot of energy to prove that I didn&#8217;t plagiarize.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   My cell phone rang.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I heard the bartender kindly remind me, &#8220;madam, your cell phone rings.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t want to pick up.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t expect anyone to call me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was dizzy.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When I woke up again, it was dawn.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I opened my eyes and looked around.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   From the layout of the room, I was sure I was in the hotel. But I fell asleep at the bar yesterday. Why was I here?   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When I was confused, there was a knock at the door. I kneaded my head and got up to open the door.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When the door opened, a smell of meal wafted through the gap.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   There was a dining car at the door.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   And Daniell was pushing the dining car.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Daniell?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When I looked at Daniell, the first thing that came to my mind was what Selena said yesterday.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was angry with Sean for hurting Universe design co. LTD.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I never doubted Daniell or thought he would cheat me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   This matter had become a knot in my heart.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Daniell stood at the door and smiled softly, &#8220;are you awake?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I let him in and frowned and asked, &#8220;why am I here?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Daniell pushed the dining car in and set the breakfast for me. He said, &#8220;I drove here yesterday. I called you when I arrived. A man answered the phone and said he was a bartender.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Daniell, thank you for helping me.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I looked at the rich breakfast in front of me and said.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Daniell frowned and knelt in front of me and looked up at me. &#8220;I&#8217;m sorry. I don&#8217;t know how to explain it to you. At that time, I was afraid that you would go with him. I was confused for a while&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Daniell, I don&#8217;t blame you.&#8221; I smiled at Daniell, &#8220;I know you care about me. And you didn&#8217;t hurt anyone but yourself.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I really don&#8217;t blame you. Get up. Let&#8217;s have breakfast together.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At the moment Daniell set breakfast for me, I understood.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Daniell did it because he cared about me and he really didn&#8217;t hurt anyone.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Daniell sat down. He looked at me in disbelief.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   To make him believe me, I began to eat breakfast. As I ate, I said, &#8220;thank you for your breakfast.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   In this way, Daniell would like to eat with me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   After breakfast, I looked at my watch. I couldn&#8217;t go home and change.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But there was still a little time.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   After I washed in the bathroom, I came out to see Daniell sitting there, and I called to him, &#8220;Daniell.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Huh?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He looked up.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I went up to him and looked down at him, &#8220;Daniell, you are kind and careful. If anyone can marry you, that woman must be very happy.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;And then?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Daniell had guessed that I didn&#8217;t finish.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   \u0001<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>They would be together for a lifetime.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Her words were like an invisible hand holding my heart.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It made me so miserable.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was angrier. She grabbed me so I raised my hand and yelled, &#8220;I don&#8217;t want to get involved in your affairs!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<p><\n<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[],"tags":[],"amp_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1225"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1225"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1225\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1225"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1225"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1225"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}