{"id":1226,"date":"2020-06-26T11:51:52","date_gmt":"2020-06-26T11:51:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.extnovel.com\/?p=1226"},"modified":"2020-06-26T11:51:52","modified_gmt":"2020-06-26T11:51:52","slug":"Chapter146Imsorryforyourloss","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/?p=1226","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 146 I&#8217;m sorry for your loss"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I sat down on his bed and gave a wry smile, &#8220;but that person won&#8217;t be me.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Why?&#8221; Daniell got up and sat next to me. He took my hand. &#8220;Sean has nothing to do with you. He&#8217;s going to marry Molly, right? You are independent and free. You don&#8217;t belong to anyone!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t take my hand back.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Daniell looked at me and said anxiously, &#8220;if you are worried about my parents, you can rest assured that I will deal with it and never let it happen again.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;But it&#8217;s not fair to you.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;It doesn&#8217;t matter. I don&#8217;t care. I&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Danielll.&#8221; Before Daniell said something that made me feel more guilty, I interrupted him and said, &#8220;Daniell, do you think my relationship with Sean started when I married him for Molly?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Isn&#8217;t it?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Daniell was stunned.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I shook my head and slowly said, &#8220;no, I love Sean for many years. The first time I met him was when I was ten years old&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I sat by Daniell&#8217;s side and told him all about my first meeting with Sean and my persistence in those years.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He was the second person to know that except Daisy.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Daniell sat there and listened quietly.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He let go of my hand and lowered his head. I heard him sneer.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He said, &#8220;I came too late.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I&#8217;m sorry. He hurt me like that. I wanted to get him out of my mind, but I tried many times and found I couldn&#8217;t. I can only build a wall in my heart so that he won&#8217;t hurt me, but he is in that wall and can&#8217;t come out.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   If I could, the person I wanted to love was Daniell.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At least I didn&#8217;t have to be so sad.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Daniell listened and nodded. &#8220;I see.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I&#8217;m sorry.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I wanted to say Angie was good, but I hesitated for a while and didn&#8217;t say it.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   This was Daniell&#8217;s own business. I shouldn&#8217;t interfere too much.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He took a look at his cell phone and got up. He smiled and said to me, &#8220;let&#8217;s go, or you&#8217;ll be late for work. I&#8217;ll drive you.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At that time, the morning sun shone on his face like a holy light. He was so good-looking.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I looked at him and lost my mind for a moment.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He was a good man.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   If only I loved him.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I muttered in the bottom of my heart.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Unfortunately, it was not a reality.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Daniell tidied up his clothes and helped me with my bag and opened the door for me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   We went downstairs together. Because of the lack of time, he didn&#8217;t check out and drove me to work first.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He took me to the company gate and handed me the bag. He waved at me. &#8220;I&#8217;ll see you next time I come to York.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I nodded and closed the door. I didn&#8217;t enter the company until his car left.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   As soon as I got to the office in the morning, I got an internal call from Lucius asking me to go to his office.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I put down my bag. I didn&#8217;t even have time to make coffee.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   As soon as I got in, he asked, &#8220;June, who was the man who helped you yesterday? He even saw such a slight difference.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;My friend.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I smiled.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He was the one I trusted the most.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Lucius sat on the chair and said happily, &#8220;because of the high level of your work, you have been confirmed in advance that you are in the final. Go back and get ready! Don&#8217;t disgrace me!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Yes, boss.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Actually, I was not surprised. After all, if we didn&#8217;t pass, the company wouldn&#8217;t have to work so hard.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Then I reported my progress to Lucius. He asked a designer to come and let her follow me. If I took part in the design competition, she was ready to take over my work at any time.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The two of us connected our work all morning.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When I was free again, I found my cell phone was still in my bag.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I took my cell phone out of my bag and saw two calls from Daniell and seven or eight voice messages on it.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t think much and clicked on the voice messages. At first it was noisy, and then Daniell&#8217;s voice came out.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;June, I&#8217;m sorry. I may not be able to see you&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;June, I love you.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Why don&#8217;t you answer my phone? I&#8217;d like to tell you that by myself&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I love you. You have to live a good life. You&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I love you&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I love you&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He kept repeating that he loved me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At that moment, my heart suddenly felt very sad. I had trouble breathing!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   A foreboding rose in my heart.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I picked up my cell phone and called Daniell back, but no one answered.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;No!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was in a great panic.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I called the hospital and asked if there was a car accident in the city and if anyone had been taken to the hospital when Daniell called me in the morning.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   They told me there was no car accident but there were several other incidents.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I asked the patient&#8217;s age.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It was not Daniell.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But I was sure Daniell must have had an accident.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It was two hours since he called me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Anything could happen in these two hours!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When I was at a loss, my phone rang.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It was Daniell!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Daniell!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I picked it up and shouted excitedly.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The man on the other side of the phone seemed to be in a daze. He was silent for a moment and then said, &#8220;madam, do you know the owner of this phone?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Yes! What&#8217;s wrong with him!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I had already guessed it was not Daniell who might be on the phone.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The man on the other side of the phone said they worked in the hospital between York and Daniell&#8217;s hometown. They got Daniell on the highway. Now his condition was very critical. Because Daniell&#8217;s phone was locked, his family had not been contacted.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I called him so they called me back directly.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I couldn&#8217;t believe my ears when I heard the man on the other side of the phone.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I hung up and took a taxi to the hospital.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It took me an hour to get there.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I rushed to the rescue room!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   However, the light of the rescue room was off.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I rushed to the desk and asked them about Daniell&#8217;s condition. A male doctor came over and saw me and asked, &#8220;are you June?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Yes.&#8221; I nodded and asked anxiously, &#8220;where&#8217;s Daniell? How is he? Is he out of danger?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The male doctor looked at me. He was wearing a mask so I couldn&#8217;t see his face. I saw him frown and there was some sadness in his eyes. He said to me, &#8220;I&#8217;m sorry for your loss.&#8221;   <\/p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I sat down on his bed and gave a wry smile, &#8220;but that person won&#8217;t be me.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Why?&#8221; Daniell got up and sat next to me. He took my hand. &#8220;Sean has nothing to do with you. He&#8217;s going to marry Molly, right? You are independent and free. 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