{"id":1237,"date":"2020-06-26T11:52:25","date_gmt":"2020-06-26T11:52:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.extnovel.com\/?p=1237"},"modified":"2020-06-26T11:52:25","modified_gmt":"2020-06-26T11:52:25","slug":"Chapter157IfeelbadFindmeaman","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/?p=1237","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 157 I feel bad. Find me a man"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I didn&#8217;t answer and just hugged Linda.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Her mood was unstable. I dare not ask her what happened and dare not move.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was afraid Linda would pull her hair if I asked or I let go.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I held Linda for more than half an hour.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   During this time, Linda&#8217;s eyes had been staring at the direction of the bathroom, and her hands had been struggling up and down.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   From time to time she felt the position between her legs.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It seemed that it was uncomfortable there.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Linda, take a bath. I&#8217;ll help you.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I couldn&#8217;t feel Linda&#8217;s temperature dropping. I realized that she had been given a strong aphrodisiac.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   If we just sat like this, we had no way.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Linda nodded and followed me to the bathroom. I turned on the shower. The warm water fell on her and wet me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Linda lowered her head and let the water pour on her body, but her hands were still touching her body.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   In the sound of the water, I heard her say, &#8220;June, I feel bad. Find me a man.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Hold on a little longer. You&#8217;ll be all right soon.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   There were only a few men in the resort.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Two male colleagues, Sean, Eric and several of Sean&#8217;s bodyguards.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   If I randomly found a man to &#8220;detoxify&#8221; Linda, I thought she would suffer.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I spent nearly an hour standing in the water with Linda.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Linda&#8217;s temperature was dropping. Her hands did not move. She leaned against me like exhausted.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She whispered, &#8220;thank you.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Nothing.&#8221; I knew Linda was almost back to normal. I held her and closed the shower. I wrapped her in a bath towel and wiped her body. &#8220;I&#8217;ll get you a suit. Change clothes first.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It was summer now. Although it was night here, it was very hot. As long as she put on dry clothes, soon her body and hair would dry.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She changed clothes and I dried myself. I made her a cup of hot tea and asked her, &#8220;what happened?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Linda took the water and shook her head in confusion. &#8220;I don&#8217;t know. I just remember going back to my room to design after supper. I suddenly felt dry and hot. I don&#8217;t remember what happened later.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Where did you have dinner?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Dining room. Everyone is basically there.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Linda looked upset. I couldn&#8217;t help asking, &#8220;there are so many rooms. Why did you go to Sean&#8217;s room?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   In fact, I regretted it.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   What Linda said that day actually made her point.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Her feelings for Sean had gone beyond superiors and subordinates.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Maybe this kind of medicine was to help people find their original intention.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Linda had guessed what I thought. She gave a wry smile. &#8220;Actually, I don&#8217;t know why I went to his room. Maybe my heart wanted to go there.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;But don&#8217;t worry.&#8221; Linda looked at me, &#8220;President Jessop won&#8217;t like me. I took a look when I left. I stood naked in front of him but he didn&#8217;t respond. It seems that he is really not interested in me.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;He&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I wanted to comfort Linda, but I thought of the days when I lived with Sean.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At that time we had sex every day.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Linda looked at me and smiled, &#8220;you blush. What are you thinking?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Nothing.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I shook my head.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Linda hugged me and whispered, &#8220;thank you, June. If you didn&#8217;t help me this time, I may not have the courage to live.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I was late. If I went there early, they would not&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I felt very strange.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean was sure to let Eric know first.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Even if Selena said she saw Linda halfway, she couldn&#8217;t have summoned all the finalists to watch in such a short time.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Unless&#8230;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was a little confused.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Linda seemed to know everything. She straightened up and smiled, &#8220;yes, I was set up. I can&#8217;t take park in the final.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Why? It is an accident. What does it have to do with the final?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;It&#8217;s okay. Show me your work. I&#8217;ll help you.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Linda was calm. She seemed to have figured it out. She didn&#8217;t want to continue to talk about it with me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   After that, I showed Linda some of my last drafts.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Linda kept shaking her head.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She said a lot about the shortcomings of my work. Although she was usually a very kind person, when she looked at my works, she was outspoken.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I even wanted to relearn design.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When she finished, I frowned and said, &#8220;I want to give up.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   In fact, I didn&#8217;t have any hope of getting a bonus.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Linda raised her hand and touched my hair. She smiled. &#8220;It&#8217;s OK. I&#8217;ll help you!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I won&#8217;t take your design!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Her words reminded me of Selena.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Daniell helped me in the preliminary. It was dramatic in the semi-final.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I must rely on myself in the final. It didn&#8217;t matter if I couldn&#8217;t win any prizes.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Linda chuckled. &#8220;I didn&#8217;t let you take my design. I want to tell you my idea.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Idea?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was a little confused.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   That night, Linda was in my room giving me lessons.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She told me the customer demands of such designs and what should be paid attention to.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Her experience was very valuable to me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When she finished, the sky outside had changed from dark to bright.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The sun was about to rise.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Linda stretched and wanted to leave. I pulled her and said, &#8220;let&#8217;s sleep together. Don&#8217;t go back.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   This big bed was enough for me to sleep with her.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She hesitated for a moment and nodded.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was so sleepy that I fell asleep as soon as I put my head on the pillow.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When I woke up again, Linda was gone.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I saw the clothes she had worn yesterday hanging outside.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At that time, I thought she was back.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But when I went to the dining room for lunch, several finalists sat at the same table and chatted. When they saw me, they all looked at me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   They whispered.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I ignored them and ordered a set meal.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Selena saw that I didn&#8217;t respond and asked in a loud voice, &#8220;Oh, June, don&#8217;t you know Linda&#8217;s gone?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;What?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was stunned.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;She dropped out of the final this morning.&#8221; Selena put down her chopsticks and proudly said, &#8220;yesterday she did something shameless and we saw her. How could she stay.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   After she finished, a male colleague said indecently. &#8220;Unfortunately, I didn&#8217;t have a cell phone, or I would take some pictures.&#8221;   <\/p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I didn&#8217;t answer and just hugged Linda.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Her mood was unstable. 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