{"id":1256,"date":"2020-06-26T11:53:22","date_gmt":"2020-06-26T11:53:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.extnovel.com\/?p=1256"},"modified":"2020-06-26T11:53:22","modified_gmt":"2020-06-26T11:53:22","slug":"Chapter176ThistimeIllloveyou","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/?p=1256","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 176 This time I&#8217;ll love you"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;You remember me.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was surprised.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;You haven&#8217;t changed much these years.&#8221; He smiled and looked at Sean. &#8220;Is this your boyfriend? He looks very dignified. He&#8217;s not an average person.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He was right.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I smiled, &#8220;no, he&#8217;s just my&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I&#8217;m her boyfriend.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean knew what I was going to say, so he said it first.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I took a look at him and didn&#8217;t retort.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The host put the menu on the table with a smile. &#8220;Are you arguing? Don&#8217;t worry. You&#8217;ll make up after my food.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   That menu hadn&#8217;t changed. It was bound by several pieces of paper. He wrote the dish name and price on it.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The price of food didn&#8217;t go up much.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I looked at the price and frowned. &#8220;You&#8217;ll lose money.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The owner laughed, &#8220;it&#8217;s OK. I only want to be happy in business. I&#8217;m glad your regular customers would like to come and talk with me. Making money is secondary.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I ordered two dishes I used to eat and gave the menu to Sean.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I asked him what he wanted to eat.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean looked at the menu and was confused. At last he said, &#8220;you order.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;This gentleman looks like a big boss. Let me recommend some dishes for you.&#8221; The owner immediately picked up the menu.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He introduced for a long time but Sean ordered only one dish.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The owner went to cook.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He and I were the only two people in the restaurant. I said, &#8220;President Jessop, do you see that? This is my life. You and I are two kinds of people.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Why do you always say that now?&#8221; Sean frowned.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I looked down and hesitated for a moment. I looked up and said, &#8220;Sean, I used to love you so much. Whether we were a kind of people or not, even if we were different from each other, I was willing to overcome difficulties and be with you. I was willing to adapt to you and do anything for you.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When Sean heard me say that, there was no joy but sadness in his eyes.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I continued, &#8220;but a lot has happened. My heart has been consumed by you. I don&#8217;t want to love you. I&#8217;m tired.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;June, I&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Here comes the dish!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When Sean wanted to say something, the owner came with the dish. I smelt the food. I knew his cooking hadn&#8217;t changed in all these years.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It was still great.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The owner stood by and boasted, &#8220;taste it. I&#8217;m better at cooking than the chef in a five-star hotel.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean looked at the owner and seemed to be waiting for him to leave.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I knew the owner. He was warm-hearted so he wouldn&#8217;t leave easily.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I smiled and said to Sean, &#8220;don&#8217;t say anything unhappy when you eat, or it will affect your appetite.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean hesitated for a moment and nodded.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He took a bite of the dish. I knew from his expression that he liked the food here!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Later the owner served all the dishes.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   After we finished, Sean asked him, &#8220;would you like to open a restaurant outside? I&#8217;ll invest in you.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Ha ha, thank you for your kindness.&#8221; The owner laughed, &#8220;I will never go anywhere in my life. After all, I run this restaurant with my wife.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When the owner mentioned his wife, I asked, &#8220;where is your wife? I didn&#8217;t see her.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When I came here before, the owner cooked and his wife served.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But I didn&#8217;t see her today.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The owner looked disappointed. He paused and said, &#8220;she got sick a few years ago. We spent a lot of money. We thought she recovered, but she relapsed and died last year.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I&#8217;m sorry. I don&#8217;t know.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I realized that I had said something wrong.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   My grandma just died so I understood his mood now. How painful it was to lose someone important.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;It&#8217;s OK.&#8221; The owner was dejected. &#8220;She stayed with me all her life but didn&#8217;t have a good life. I will make a lot of money and make her live a good life in the next life.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;She will be very happy to have such a good husband as you.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I comforted the owner.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When we paid, Sean wanted to pay more and was rejected by the owner.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   We left the restaurant and walked out along the winding path. It was already night. The street lights were dim. Neither of us spoke.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When we got to the car, I heard him behind me saying, &#8220;this time you don&#8217;t need to love me. Just let me love you. You don&#8217;t need to pay. Just let me pay.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   His short words made my heart tremble.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I put my hands in front and clenched. After a long time I said, &#8220;No. President Jessop, you can be nice to anyone. They will repay you. Don&#8217;t waste your feelings on me.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It was very remote and there was no taxi.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I could only go home in Sean&#8217;s car. When I got off, Sean still said, &#8220;let me love you. You can accept me slowly. I just hope you don&#8217;t run away.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t dare to look at him and left without speaking.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8211;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   A few days later, it was Sherry&#8217;s funeral.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I got there in black that day. Few people came this time and I knew them all.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Marlin was furious when he saw me and pushed me directly. He scolded me, &#8220;Why are you here! Get out!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Everyone looked at me angrily.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Inez also scolded me, &#8220;you ruined Carter Family. You are shameless! Get out!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Although I didn&#8217;t know why they were so angry this time, I was very clear about my purpose.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I looked at them coldly. &#8220;I came to see grandma, not you.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;My mother wouldn&#8217;t want to see you even if she was alive!&#8221; Jessica finally said, &#8220;June, you ruined Carter Family. Are you happy now?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;What does it have to do with me?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I frowned.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;What does it have to do with you?&#8221; Marlin rushed to hit me angrily.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I dodged.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Marlin stared at me, &#8220;you seduced Sean and asked him to break his engagement with Molly! You are too vicious!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I turned my face and looked at Molly who was crying. &#8220;Ask her. Would Sean have done that if she hadn&#8217;t done those shameless things over and over again? It has nothing to do with me.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;It&#8217;s all my fault.&#8221; Molly continued to cry and didn&#8217;t say why.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Even if the whole Carter Family didn&#8217;t welcome me, I had to attend Sherry&#8217;s funeral. I was going to say goodbye to grandma for the last time.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   \u0004\u0004\u0004\u0004<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;You remember me.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was surprised.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;You haven&#8217;t changed much these years.&#8221; He smiled and looked at Sean. &#8220;Is this your boyfriend? He looks very dignified. He&#8217;s not an average person.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He was right.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I smiled, &#8220;no, he&#8217;s just <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[],"tags":[],"amp_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1256"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1256"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1256\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1256"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1256"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1256"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}