But the next second, I realized something more terrible than disfigurement! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I felt my crotch and moved my legs. I had no feeling. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Was I in a coma for too long? <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Or… <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I had no feeling of being violated. Previously, if Sean and I had sex for a long time, I would feel pain the next day. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
If those black men did something, I couldn’t have no feeling. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Didn’t I get violated? <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
But how could it be! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
They were Molly’s people. How could Molly be merciful to me. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
When I hesitated, I also remembered the conversations of the black men before I fainted. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
They meant they had another employer. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
At this time, my head was confused. Before I figured it out, the door suddenly opened. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I turned and saw a middle-aged man come in from the door. He had a small bag in his hand. When he saw me with my eyes open, he froze and said, “are you awake? I’ll call the doctor.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Then he turned and went out. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
After I saw him, I was more sure that I had never met this man at all. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Who was he? <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
After a while, the man came in with two doctors and a nurse. I saw one of the doctor’s badges saying, “chief physician: Bill.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
As far as I knew, this chief physician was brilliant! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
The two doctors did a series of tests but they didn’t check there. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I asked, “how did you find me? How long have I been in a coma?” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
The middle-aged man replied, “my boss found you through your mobile phone location. You were in a coma before you were sent here. You’ve been in a coma for almost 10 hours.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Your boss?” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Yes, my boss is your patron. I’m his assistant, Paul.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I understand what Paul said. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
But I couldn’t help but ask, “when you find me, I…” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I couldn’t go on asking. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
The doctor understood and offered to say, “we’ll leave for a while. You can ask the nurse.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
With that, they left. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
There was only one nurse left in the ward. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I didn’t hesitate and asked, “what was I like when I was sent here?” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
The nurse looked at me and wanted to say something, but she hesitated. After a while she said, “you were raped before you were sent here! Your body was swollen. We applied medicine to you so you recovered!” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
She spoke in a loud voice. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
And I noticed that her hands were slightly clenched and she was nervous. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“You’re lying!” I stared at her and said it word by word. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
The nurse froze! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
She looked at me and said guiltily, “I didn’t lie! There are records of prescriptions!” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“But I don’t feel it and it isn’t swollen.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I stared at the nurse as I spoke. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Her upper teeth gnawed at her lower lips. Her eyes were slightly drooping but she looked around instead of me. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
These actions clearly meant that she was lying! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
The nurse didn’t admit, “that’s because we have good medicine. Believe it or not, do you know if you have been raped!” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Of course I know.” By this time I had realized. I got up from the bed and grabbed the nurse standing by the bed. I asked her, “who told you to lie!” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Ah? I didn’t!” The nurse was shocked. Her first reaction was to take back her hand. “I didn’t lie!” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I didn’t hold on to her. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
The nurse took back her hand and left quickly! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
By the time I wanted to get out, the doctors and Paul had come in. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
When the doctor saw that I was going to get out of bed, he stopped me immediately. “Lie down!” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“What was it like when I was sent here yesterday? Have I ever been raped?” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
At that time, I didn’t care so much. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I asked the two doctors and Paul directly. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Although I thought that I had not been violated, I was still not sure. After all, those men had done those things to me. Did they not violate me? <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
It was impossible! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I need a theory to determine my own judgment! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
They were inexplicably guilty. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
No one spoke. At last, Paul said, “when my boss’s people found you, you were the only one. You were not dressed, but I don’t know about the rest.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“We only did a few checks for you, but we haven’t found at present…” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Before the doctor finished, I knew what he was going to say. I stared at him and said, “I’m threatened to be raped, and one of those people has HIV!” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
When I finished speaking, two men stepped back. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Only Barton, the chief physician, did not move. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I looked at him and wanted to ask him, but Barton first said, “there are very few ways to transmit HIV. Daily contact does not infect HIV.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
What he said explained his behavior. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
He didn’t know I wasn’t violated. He knew that HIV would not be transmitted in this way. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“But I…” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I was desperate! I wanted to say something for myself, but I couldn’t say it. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“If you’re not completely sure that you’ve never been violated or that person has HIV, I suggest you start taking blockers right away.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Barton made a proposal to me. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Blockers?” I heard the word for the first time and was confused. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Blockers are also known as post exposure prophylactics. Fewer people know now…” Barton started to give me a brief introduction to blockers. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I probably understood that it was a drug to prevent infection. But I had to take the medicine for 28 days before I could check if I was infected. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
And it was best to start taking this medicine within 72 hours. Taking medicine within 24 hours would increase the barrier probability. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“I can.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I said that because I thought it was the same as a rabies vaccine that only needed to be taken every day. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
But Barton told me, “this kind of medicine has a lot of side effects. You just have the possibility. You have to think about it.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“I will take the medicine.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I hesitated for a moment and agreed. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
One more protection was always good. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“No way! She shouldn’t be able to take this.” Paul said as soon as he heard I was going to take the blocker. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
His voice was loud and anxious. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Both the doctors and I looked at him. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Did he know anything? <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Paul, why?” I asked him. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Oh, director, she’s pregnant.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Before Paul said anything, another doctor said to Barton. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
His words shocked me! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I opened my eyes and looked at the doctor. “What? What did you just say?” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
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I felt my crotch and moved my legs. I had no feeling. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
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Or… <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
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