I was pregnant? Whose? <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
The answer was self-evident. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
If I had not been invaded yesterday, the baby’s father would be the only one. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
But when? <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Was it in the design competition? Recently Sean and I only had sex that day and didn’t use contraception. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“You are pregnant. If you take medicine, your baby will surely die.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Barton said it calmly. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
It seemed that such a thing was not surprising to him. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“I won’t take medicine!” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I said almost without hesitation. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Barton was surprised. “What? Little girl, you can get pregnant again, but if you are infected with HIV, you will have to take medicine for the rest of your life.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Yeah. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Of course I knew what HIV was! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
It was one of the few incurable diseases in the world. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Once I got infected I had to wait to die. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
It was not terrible for me to die. There was no one in the world worthy of my nostalgia. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I looked up at Barton. “If I am really infected, will it affect my baby?” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“The probability that a mother will pass the virus to her baby is 20% to 40%. You are in a special situation, but no matter what you do, you can’t guarantee that you won’t be infected.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Barton’s explanation threw me into despair. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Even if it was a one percent chance, I didn’t want to pass it on to my baby. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Now the only way was… <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I quickly remembered the conversations of the black men before I was in a coma and the nurse just now! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Where is the nurse just now?” I grabbed Barton. “I want to find her!” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Barton was shocked by my behavior. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I looked at Paul. “That nurse is weird. She must know who killed me!” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
When I finished, I saw that they were all confused. They didn’t seem to want to find her. I was angry and put on my shoes to find her by myself! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I went out of the ward. They all followed me. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
When I went outside, I looked around, but the whole floor was almost empty. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“You are not fit to walk now.” Another doctor advised me in the back, and I ignored him. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Barton couldn’t seem to stand it. He grabbed a passing nurse and asked, “where is Hebe?” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
The nurse took a look at Barton and her face was a little complicated. “Just now, Hebe came out of the ward and said she was going to quit. The head nurse asked her to resign next month.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Resign?” Barton frowned. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Yes.” The nurse nodded, “but she didn’t agree and insisted on quitting. As a result, she was hit by a passing motorcycle just downstairs. She has now been taken to the rescue room.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“What?” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Barton was stunned! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
He walked downstairs quickly. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I wanted to follow him, but Paul stopped me. “Miss Carter, you are weak and hurt now. I’ll help you find her. You wait for me here.” Then he took a business card out of his pocket and handed it to me, “your things are in the locker of the ward.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Then he left with Barton in a hurry. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I looked at the business card. It was clean and only had Paul written on it. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
There were his mailbox and phone number below. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I went back with his business card and was worried. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Was it an accident or a murder? <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
How could it be so coincidental! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I didn’t want to have an abortion, but what if I really got sick and passed it on to my baby? <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
No matter how the society changed, people’s prejudice against this disease would not change. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
In that way, my baby would be looked down upon. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
He would feel inferior and live in the shadow all his life. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“What should I do?” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I went into the ward and squatted on the floor. I put my hands on my head and felt desperate! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I really couldn’t choose! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I had lost a baby. How could I bear to kill my second baby. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
But what if I really got violated and got HIV? <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Although in my mind I could basically conclude that it was a false image made by others. I thought it was obvious that the purpose of that person was to separate Molly and me. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Maybe even he did it for Sean. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Anyway, I didn’t want to bear the possibility of one in ten thousand! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I thought of Barton saying that I could start taking medicine in 72 hours. The sooner I took the medicine, the better. I was in a coma for less than 10 hours, so I still had time! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
At this time, if I found the one who hurt me, maybe I could… <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I couldn’t do it on my own. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Someone had to help me. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
That person must be willing and could be trusted by me for the time being. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I thought about everything and thought there was only one person, Sean. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Only him! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Although Daniell’s death may have something to do with him, these things could be ignored. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I wanted to save my baby first! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
After I made sure, I didn’t hesitate to take out my cell phone in the locker. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
When I opened the locker, I found my laptop in it. I was shocked! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I thought of what Molly showed me. I quickly turned on my laptop and displayed the hidden file in her way. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
But I didn’t have that hidden folder in my laptop at all! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
At first, I thought I had made a mistake and searched for information on the Internet. Then I was sure I didn’t make a mistake but I really didn’t have that folder. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Why?” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I was even more confused. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
The whole thing made me confused. I thought about it and felt terrible. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Although I didn’t know who this person was, he easily let me and Molly completely break up. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
And there was no trace left. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
It was not Sean, was it? <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
It must not be him. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I didn’t think Sean would be so mean anyway. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I turned off my laptop and called Sean. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
He didn’t answer the phone at first. After about five minutes, he called me. He said, “I was in a meeting just now. I came out when I saw you call me.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
His tone was a little relaxed and even a little joyful. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
He didn’t seem to know what happened to me at all. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I took a deep breath and said to Sean, “President Jessop, I’ll send you my address later. You come here. I have something to tell you.” I thought my tone was a little stiff. I exhaled and said softly, “will you?” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Yes.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Sean agreed right away. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
He agreed without asking anything. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I hung up and looked up my address. I was in a place called Safe Trust Hospital. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I stood at the door and looked downstairs to make sure my ward was on the third floor. I took a look at my bed number and sent them all to him. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
This place was close to the Giant group. I knew he would be here soon, so I was a little nervous. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. I looked at the gauze wrapped around my face. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
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