{"id":1266,"date":"2020-06-26T11:53:52","date_gmt":"2020-06-26T11:53:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.extnovel.com\/?p=1266"},"modified":"2020-06-26T11:53:52","modified_gmt":"2020-06-26T11:53:52","slug":"Chapter186Iwanttoseemyface","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/?p=1266","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 186 I want to see my face"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Sean quickly grabbed my arm!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Although his eyes were gentle, his hands were strong, &#8220;honey, don&#8217;t be afraid. It will be over soon!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;No, let me go!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I shouted.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Because I was so emotional and moved so much, the cut on my face hurt so much.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But I could feel Sean&#8217;s determination. He was really going to control me and let me take my medicine.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t want to.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Darling, take the medicine, OK?&#8221; Sean hugged me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;No, I can&#8217;t take medicine. My baby will die!&#8221; I struggled desperately and slapped him to let go of me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But I was not as strong as Sean.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He pressed me on the bed and took all three bottles with one hand. He took out three pills again, &#8220;honey, just take them.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;No, the person in the video is really not me. Please believe me&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I wanted to go on and made Sean believe me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Well, I believe you.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Even though Sean said that, I felt the sadness and more cruelty in his eyes.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He was going to kill my baby!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I knew he didn&#8217;t believe me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He said, reaching out to remove my mask.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was completely under his pressure so I couldn&#8217;t move.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But when he took off my mask, he froze, &#8220;your face&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He looked at me and seemed to forget his purpose. He put his hand a centimeter from my face. He looked sad.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t know why he did it. Because I just screamed and struggled, the wound on my face cracked and I was numb.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I could do nothing but speak instinctively.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I could move when Sean was distracted. I lifted my legs and hit him directly in the most vulnerable place!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean inhaled and subconsciously leaned to protect his crotch.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I took the chance to escape him and rushed out!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I couldn&#8217;t run fast, but maybe God was helping me!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When I came out, I saw Barton coming out of the elevator. When he got out of the elevator and saw me, he was a little surprised. I ignored him and rushed in as the elevator door was about to close!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   As I turned around, I saw Sean coming out. I stood still when the elevator door closed.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At that time, I naively thought I had escaped.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But when the elevator door opened, all my hopes disappeared in a flash!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I felt desperate.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Three bodyguards in black blocked the elevator door. When they saw me, they came up and held my hands.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Eric stood behind them.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When I saw him, I shouted, &#8220;Eric, please let me go! Please!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Sorry, Miss Carter.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Eric said apologetically.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But I didn&#8217;t want to.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At this time, another elevator door opened. I saw Sean come out and come up to me. He said dejectedly, &#8220;honey, go back and take the medicine.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;No, I don&#8217;t want to&#8230;&#8221; I looked at Sean sadly and cried, &#8220;I swear I&#8217;ll only plead with you once in my life. If I really get sick later, I will commit suicide and not involve you.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;What?&#8221; Sean looked down at me. His eyes were filled with anger.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I hesitated for a moment and looked up at his eyes. &#8220;I will die with my baby in my stomach.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Anyway, there was no one in the world worthy of my nostalgia.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   If so, it could be Daisy.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But sooner or later, she would meet a man who loved her and she would be very happy.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;That&#8217;s what you&#8217;re going to do?&#8221; When I was thinking about Daisy, I heard him say angrily.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The voice seemed to be wrapped in ice, and I felt cold all over.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Yes, that&#8217;s what I am going to do. Either this baby lives or I die with my baby.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I had made my decision.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   If my baby died, I wouldn&#8217;t live.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean took one look at the bodyguards and signaled them to let me go.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Then he took both my hands and sneered, &#8220;very good!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He just bent over and picked me up, &#8220;okay, you want to bet, right? I&#8217;ll bet with you!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   With that, he went straight out.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Let me go!&#8221; I didn&#8217;t know what Sean meant!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But now I felt afraid!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Barton came over and saw Sean carrying me out. He ran after him. &#8220;what&#8217;s the matter? Will she take the medicine?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;No!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;No.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean and I spoke in unison.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Barton looked at us suspiciously, but he also seemed to understand something. He sighed. &#8220;OK, now that you&#8217;ve decided, I don&#8217;t mind. But you must come to the hospital every two weeks for two months. If the results are ok, you have a good chance of not getting infected.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Would it take me two months to know? It was really a tough process.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When I was depressed, Sean suddenly looked at Barton and asked him, &#8220;what&#8217;s the probability of the disease spreading?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Wsn&#8217;t it 100%?   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I always thought it was 100%!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Well&#8230;&#8221; Barton looked down and thought, &#8220;in general, men are more likely to infect women, but they are all under 10 percent.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Maybe I was sure I hadn&#8217;t had sex with the black men so I didn&#8217;t think it was a high probability.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean nodded.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Barton looked in my face. &#8220;Where are you going? Do you want to bandage the wound on your face for later treatment?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;OK.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean quickly agreed.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Barton took me to the treatment room. Sean followed me and kept the bodyguards outside.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   In the treatment room, before the nurse took off the gauze for me, I looked at Sean standing aside, &#8220;can you go out and wait for me&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;&#8230; OK.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Even though Sean hesitated, he agreed.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t want him to see my face.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When he went out and the nurse took off the gauze for me, I knew that my face was broken and bleeding. The mixture of blood and gauze made me very painful.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I clenched my fist and bit my lips with my teeth, but my tears were running down.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I used to hate crying, because it didn&#8217;t work.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But I had changed a lot recently.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When the nurse took off the gauze for me to apply the medicine, I hesitated for a moment and asked, &#8220;is there a mirror? I want to see my face.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   \u0003\u0003\u0003<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sean quickly grabbed my arm!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Although his eyes were gentle, his hands were strong, &#8220;honey, don&#8217;t be afraid. It will be over soon!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;No, let me go!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I shouted.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Because I was so emotional and moved so much, the cut on my face <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[],"tags":[],"amp_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1266"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1266"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1266\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1266"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1266"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1266"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}