{"id":1269,"date":"2020-06-26T11:54:01","date_gmt":"2020-06-26T11:54:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.extnovel.com\/?p=1269"},"modified":"2020-06-26T11:54:01","modified_gmt":"2020-06-26T11:54:01","slug":"Chapter189YouareflusteredAreyoutextingyourlover","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/?p=1269","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 189 You are flustered. Are you texting your lover?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Barton didn&#8217;t think too much and gave me his cell phone. Then he went out.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean was actually waiting outside. I picked up his cell phone and wanted to gamble!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I thought for a long time and finally thought of a suitable person.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Ming.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The nurse was treating the wound for me. Although it hurt, my heart had been thinking about how to escape Sean&#8217;s control!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I probably remembered Ming&#8217;s phone number. I dared not to call him but text him.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   First I sent, &#8220;Ming.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Soon I got a reply, &#8220;June, what&#8217;s up?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He called my name directly, which gave me a subtle feeling.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I continued, &#8220;I was kidnapped by Sean. I want to leave him. Can you help me?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   After sending this one, there was no response for a long time.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I took the cell phone and my palms were sweating. Maybe it was because I was distracted. I didn&#8217;t feel very painful.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When the nurse bandaged me, Ming still didn&#8217;t send me a message.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was a little regretful. After all, Ming was Sean&#8217;s uncle.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Now I thought even though Sean was not good to Ming, Ming had never complained about Sean.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Barton came in and asked me, &#8220;have you finished?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   My heart quivered. &#8220;Yes!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   As I said it, I sent it to Ming, &#8220;don&#8217;t reply.&#8221; Then I quickly deleted all the messages and returned the phone to Barton.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;You are flustered. Are you texting your lover?&#8221; Barton looked at me and teased me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I immediately got nervous and shook my head. &#8220;No.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Barton took the phone back and smiled, &#8220;I&#8217;m kidding. Don&#8217;t take it seriously. I&#8217;m a man but I think Sean is a good man. You must know better than I do.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Um&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I replied.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Was he a good man?   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Maybe he was. Unfortunately I had been through so much that I couldn&#8217;t stand it.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When everything was done, I went out. Sean was waiting at the door.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   His face was very bad. He was shaking when he stood up. Barton looked at him and frowned. &#8220;The side effects of this blocker are different for everyone. You two are in sharp contrast.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean looked at me standing there and smiled, &#8220;it&#8217;s OK. As long as her side effects are small, I&#8217;m fine.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   His words were like an invisible hand tightly gripping my heart.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was so sad.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He made me cruel but I couldn&#8217;t.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   On the way back, Sean put his arm on my shoulder. He didn&#8217;t seem to exert himself, but his arm was like a huge cage that I couldn&#8217;t move.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   We were speechless all the way.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   In the evening, Sean and I took blockers together, and then I lay down early.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   About an hour later, I heard Sean stumble in and enter the bathroom.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I heard him vomiting in the bathroom and hammering the floor.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It seemed that as time went on, the side effects of blockers became more and more serious in him.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I couldn&#8217;t help but feel heartache.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was even thinking about how to convince Sean that the woman in the video wasn&#8217;t me. I really wouldn&#8217;t get infected.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Half an hour later, I heard the sound of the shower in the bathroom.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He came out of the bathroom when I was about to fall asleep.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I could feel him holding me. His strong muscles were against my back. The fragrance of shampoo lingered around me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When I was about to fall asleep, I heard him holding me and saying, &#8220;are you thinking all the time about how to escape from me?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Even if you don&#8217;t answer, I know you think all the time.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;You don&#8217;t really smile at me and obey me.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Now I can&#8217;t see you as you were. You are like a bird trapped in a cage. You dare not tell your master that you want to fly.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Even so, I don&#8217;t want to let you go. I have a feeling that if I give you freedom, you will never come back.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When I heard him, I gradually woke up and felt heartache.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But he was right. If I left, I would never come back.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The next week was as usual. Sean finally fell ill because of the side effects of the blocker and the stress of his work.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was with him.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The hospital sent nutritional needles.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Although he was in a half coma, his hand was holding me all the time.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I wanted to leave but he kept holding on and wouldn&#8217;t let go. He lost consciousness, but when I was about to leave, he suddenly said, &#8220;don&#8217;t&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   His hands were stronger.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I hesitated and sat back.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean had lost a lot of weight because of the side effects of blockers in the past two weeks. His cheeks were sunken and his dark circles were very serious.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But I couldn&#8217;t do anything.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t care if he believed it.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I could sit all the time but I wanted to go to the bathroom. My hand moved, &#8220;Sean, I want to go to the bathroom. Let go.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   His eyes were closed but his hands were tighter.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At this time, I even doubted that Sean was pretending to be comatose.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Sean, I really need to go to the bathroom.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   His hands were harder.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I wanted to hold on and I thought he would wake up later, but Sean didn&#8217;t wake up an hour later.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I couldn&#8217;t hold on. I thought for a moment and kissed Sean gently on the cheek, &#8220;honey, let me go to the bathroom.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   With that, he let go a little. I took my hand back and found that it was red.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I spent the rest of the day with Sean.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He gradually regained consciousness in the evening.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He saw me by his side. His dull eyes suddenly became warm. His dry thin lips were smiling and he seemed to be very satisfied.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   After a long time he said, &#8220;you&#8217;re still here. Great.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   My heart was a little sad and warm.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He seemed to really care about me now.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Or I could stay.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I could be with him all my life. After all, we would have another baby.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At that moment, I really thought so.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But all good things were beautiful but fragile bubbles.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   On the third day after Sean recovered.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I took my medicine in the morning and went back to the bathroom in my room. But when I just spat it out, I felt cold.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I turned and saw Sean standing at the bathroom door.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He looked at me. There seemed to be a storm in his cold black eyes.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<\/p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Barton didn&#8217;t think too much and gave me his cell phone. Then he went out.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean was actually waiting outside. I picked up his cell phone and wanted to gamble!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I thought for a long time and finally thought of a suitable person.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Ming.   <\/p>\n<p><\n<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[],"tags":[],"amp_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1269"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1269"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1269\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1269"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1269"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1269"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}