{"id":1270,"date":"2020-06-26T11:54:04","date_gmt":"2020-06-26T11:54:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.extnovel.com\/?p=1270"},"modified":"2020-06-26T11:54:04","modified_gmt":"2020-06-26T11:54:04","slug":"Chapter190Iwasnotlikemeandhewasnotlikehim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/?p=1270","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 190 I was not like me and he was not like him"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;Sean&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Why!&#8221; As soon as I wanted to speak, Sean came over and grabbed my shoulder with both hands!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He pushed me to the wall and got angry. He asked me, &#8220;why do you spit out the medicine?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I am not ill. The woman in the video is really not me!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I explained nervously to Sean.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Not you? How to prove that woman is not you!&#8221; Sean went from angry to desperate. He asked me, &#8220;you know men are possessive, but I&#8217;ve tried to convince myself that I don&#8217;t mind it. Why can&#8217;t you take blockers!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean started yelling!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He grabbed my shoulder so hard.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I looked at him and opened my mouth. For a moment I didn&#8217;t know what to say.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Yes, men were possessive.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But Sean accepted me. It must have been hard for him.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean stared at me. &#8220;You know what? I&#8217;ve always told myself that as long as we eat the medicine together, we can start again, but what about you? What did you do!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I&#8230; Really&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Enough!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean let go of one of his hands and took the phone out of his pocket and dialed a number. He said to the phone, &#8220;you guys, come up here.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;What?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When he spoke, I suddenly realized the danger.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But it was too late. Sean pulled me into a windowless multimedia room and said to a few servants, &#8220;buy one and put it in here!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;What do you want to do?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I struggled, but Sean ignored me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He almost dragged me into the room and cornered me. His black eyes stared at me coldly. &#8220;I trust you so much, but you cheat me. I&#8217;ll watch you take medicine for the remaining 12 days.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;But I have&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Shut up!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean looked at me and his eyes seemed to be dripping blood. I shivered and huddled in the corner looking at him.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I said nothing.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Soon four bodyguards came up.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean gave them a few orders.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At noon, a furniture company sent a bed.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   My nightmare began on that day.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   That night, it was my first time to take medicine. Sean came in with a glass of water in one hand and three pills in the other.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He sat by the bed and looked at me on the bed and put three pills in my palm. &#8220;Honey, take them.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;No&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Then I&#8217;ll feed you.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean set the glass aside. He held my face in one hand and put three pills in my mouth with the other!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I had a lot of pain!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I had a wound in my face. He touched my wound directly. My tears were falling uncontrollably!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But he didn&#8217;t stop. He put the glass in front of me and said coldly, &#8220;drink it and swallow it. If you dare to spit it out&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;OK!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was really scared.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t want to experience the pain just now.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean was like a terrible wolf at this moment. I thought I would be eaten alive by him next second.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I took the water and drank it.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But he was uneasy. &#8220;Open your mouth.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I did it.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Tongue.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I showed him my tongue.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   After making sure I swallowed the medicine, Sean nodded contentedly and patted me on the head, &#8220;OK, go to bed early. You have to take medicine tomorrow.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I looked at his back and for the first time I thought he was so horrible.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   In the past, no matter what Sean did to me, I would not think he was terrible, but this time I thought he was very scary.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It was nine o&#8217;clock every time we took the medicine.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I just took the medicine so the side effects began to appear. I felt nauseous and dizzy. I didn&#8217;t think much and fell asleep in bed.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I felt someone holding me as I was about to fall asleep.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He gently touched my hair and whispered, &#8220;I&#8217;m sorry.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was too sick and asleep. I couldn&#8217;t wake up at all.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When I woke up again, it was morning.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean arrived as promised. He was dressed in white today and looked much gentler.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But when I saw him, I could not help but shrink to the corner. He handed me the medicine.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   This time, I took medicine and drank water.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But apart from going to the bathroom, I was not allowed to leave this multimedia room at any other time.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t speak.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Even if Sean came to talk to me, I only nodded and shook my head.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   On the third day, the side effects of blockers became more obvious. I had no appetite and I didn&#8217;t want to eat every day. I didn&#8217;t want to get up or move.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I could do nothing but lie in bed.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At nine o&#8217;clock in the evening, Sean came with the medicine. When I saw him, I couldn&#8217;t help shaking.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He didn&#8217;t do anything to me except to let me take medicine.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But I was afraid of him. As long as he got close to me, I could feel danger.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean also seemed to be aware of it. Today, after he gave me the medicine, he hugged me and asked me, &#8220;are you afraid of me?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I nodded softly.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I hesitated for a long time and said, &#8220;can you let me go?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He put a slight force on his hand.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I went on, &#8220;stop tormenting yourself and me. Let me go. You can think I&#8217;m dead, OK?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Please.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He kept holding me so I couldn&#8217;t see his face.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He said nothing. After a long silence, Sean patted me on the back. &#8220;I&#8217;ll sleep with you today.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Sean&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Enough! Go to bed!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean interrupted me loudly!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was stunned and shut up.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At this time, I was not like me and he was not like him.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   We were torturing each other and ourselves.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I lay in bed and felt him holding me from behind. He kissed my hair and said, &#8220;I&#8217;ve asked the doctor. Your face can basically recover. You can rest assured.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t answer, but I knew that Sean had always cared about me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Even so, I still didn&#8217;t want to stay with him.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The next day life went on as usual.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But in the evening, Sean found a makeup artist to make up for him at home. I could hear the servants through the door.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It seemed that Sean was going out today.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It seemed that today is James&#8217;s birthday.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean was not home. Could I escape?   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When I thought about it, the door of the multimedia room suddenly opened and Sean was standing at the door.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He was dressed in a black suit and had his hair combed back. The makeup on his face made him no longer pale.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He looked at me and said, &#8220;come out and change. I&#8217;ll take you.&#8221;   <\/p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;Sean&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Why!&#8221; As soon as I wanted to speak, Sean came over and grabbed my shoulder with both hands!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He pushed me to the wall and got angry. He asked me, &#8220;why do you spit out the medicine?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I am not ill. 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