{"id":1288,"date":"2020-06-26T11:54:58","date_gmt":"2020-06-26T11:54:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.extnovel.com\/?p=1288"},"modified":"2020-06-26T11:54:58","modified_gmt":"2020-06-26T11:54:58","slug":"Chapter208Shallwehaveachild","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/?p=1288","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 208  Shall we have a child?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Everybody was stunned.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Most people were more frightened than gloated.     <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I can imagine what my face looked like. It must be like a horror movie.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Finally, a woman remembered taking out her mobile phone to take a picture. I was so scared I covered my face and begged, &#8220;Let me go.&#8221;     <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;No.&#8221; Ward Pater sneered, &#8220;Amanda just told me you look like this. I do not believe it. I never thought Mr. Jessop would have such a unique hobby.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The people around started taking pictures.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The expressions of the crowd changed from terror to ridicule.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was fighting!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Suddenly I saw the man who had just called Sean come out, and then Sean came out.     <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   No, I didn&#8217;t want to embarrass Sean!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At this moment I seemed to be humbled into the dust, and only had this idea in my heart.     <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sean was so superior, so perfect person. No, I can not humiliate him!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Yes, I lied to him. He didn&#8217;t know what I look like!&#8221; After I said it, I kicked Ward Pater as the most vulnerable part of a man!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sure enough, all men were afraid of this!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   His hands subconsciously protected it, and his good-looking face was somewhat deformed.     <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Amanda hurriedly checked out Ward Pater!     <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I took the chance to run away!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The people who saw me around changed their faces as if they saw ghost.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I ran all the way and heard many words.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Look at that woman. She looks like a ghost.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;God, this woman is so ugly!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;How could anyone look like this!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Ugly.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It was like everyone&#8217;s opinion of me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The way out of the banquet hall was clearly lit, but I felt dark in front of me.     <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Finally, I ran out of the hall and into the street.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It was the end of autumn, and though the Carson City was much warmer than York. But at this moment the wind blew, I still felt the bitter cold.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   By the time I responded, I had lost one shoe on my foot and I had simply kicked the other off.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t look back, walking barefoot in this strange city.     <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It used to be that I walked by like this.     <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I met Ming that night.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But this time, I was destined not to meet anyone.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It was getting late and the air pressure was very low, as if it were going to rain.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I walked on, and I heard someone shouting, &#8220;Ghost, ghost!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;What the hell!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Ghost!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Gradually it began to rain.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t know where I am going, but I just want to stay away from Sean.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was embarrassing Sean today, and those photos might be posted online tomorrow&#8230;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It rained harder and harder, and my heart got wet, too.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I wanted to go on like this, but I met a kid.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The kid saw me. He did not say I was ugly or call me a ghost, but pulled his mother to ask, &#8220;Mom! What is wrong with this aunt?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   His mother looked at me for a moment, as if she was stunned, and then said, &#8220;Aunt is ill.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When the child heard it, he was not afraid. He ran to me and said, &#8220;Auntie, auntie, go home when you are sick. Mom said that you will be cold if you walk barefoot.&#8221;    <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I looked at the kid in front of me and did not know what to say for a moment.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Although the children was a little scared when he saw me, but he did not have any resistance.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It took me a long time to say, &#8220;Thank you.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;You are welcome, auntie. Bye.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Looking at the back of that kid, my heart suddenly warmed.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I wanted a baby.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I wanted a baby.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At this moment, I only had this idea in my heart. I wanted to have a child. I wanted to educate my child into a polite child like that mother.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Won&#8217;t let him laugh at others&#8217; shortcomings &#8230;     <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was standing there, standing there for a long time.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Until the rain on top of my head didn&#8217;t fall again.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I looked up and saw a black umbrella over my head. It was Sean with the umbrella.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It was so dark that I could not see his expression, only to hear him say, &#8220;I have been looking for you for a long time. Let&#8217;s go back.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Sean&#8230;&#8221; I looked at him. There were all kinds of emotions in my heart, and I got up and hugged the man&#8217;s neck and said, &#8220;Shall we have a child?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Let&#8217;s have a child!     <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   His hand fell on my back and his thin lips pressed against my ears. &#8220;okay, let&#8217;s make a child tonight&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   After he had said it, he bent down. One hand supported my back, and the other hand passed through my knee, directly holding me.     <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I held his umbrella for him.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Because my face was still like that, I buried my face deeply in his chest. &#8220;I&#8217;ll go for surgery when I go back.&#8221;     <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;All right.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He answered.     <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I am sorry. I am embarrassed again. I have been photographed like this.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;It is okay. I don&#8217;t mind. I told you. It doesn&#8217;t matter what my woman looks like.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Sean&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   My face was buried deep in the his chest.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   In addition to the noise of rain in the ear, I can hear his strong heartbeat.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   And my heart beat.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I closed my eyes and heard the voice in my heart. I loved this man and I wanted to be with him forever.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   That night, we returned to the room, and I and Sean experienced what it means to have no taboos.     <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The next day, we returned to York.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I went to the hospital for a checkup. The doctor tested my skin, and a week later, the hospital simulated a complete treatment for my skin.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   And the recovery was simulated.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   According to the simulation of this hospital, after one year of treatment and half a year of recovery, my face should basically return to the original appearance.     <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But there were some differences.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But I was okay with it.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   That day, Sean and I signed an agreement at the hospital, planning to start treatment a week later.     <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I bought a lot of tools, so it is no longer a problem for me not to go out.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Every day I sat in my own small world, even a sketch of fruit, I felt happy in it.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Time passed by.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Seeing that it was going to be treated, I was inexplicably nervous. I was afraid of the risks of treatment, and of poor recovery.     <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The day before the treatment.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I couldn&#8217;t sleep.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Every night, I slept with Sean, but this sleepless night, I just closed my eyes and pretended to sleep so I would not disturb him.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t know how long it took me to hear him wake up behind me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At first, I thought he was just getting up.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But after more than an hour, the man did not come back.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Where was he?   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   There was a bad feeling in my heart.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I crept up, went out, and I saw the door of Sean&#8217;s study not far away was blank.     <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I secretly leaned over and saw a man sitting in front of the computer with his headset. When I looked in this direction, I could see the content on the computer screen.     <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I saw a small house on the computer screen.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Like that, like a cell&#8230;   <\/p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Everybody was stunned.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Most people were more frightened than gloated.     <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I can imagine what my face looked like. It must be like a horror movie.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Finally, a woman remembered taking out her mobile phone to take a picture. 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