I was stunned and looked at Sean. My heart seemed to be pinched by an invisible hand. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
It seemed to stop beating. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
But I quickly realized that I must have been teased. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I sneered, “President Jessop, today is not acting time. You can take back your good acting.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“I am not.” Sean looked at me seriously. “I love you. I can’t marry you. I can give you everything else.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Ha ha!” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I couldn’t help laughing! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Although my face couldn’t make a big expression, I still tried to laugh. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
My tears came out. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Maybe my expression was too exaggerated. Both men let go. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I touched my face with one hand and raised my hand to slap Sean again! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“President Jessop, you’re so forgetful. You said that to me, but last time you said you were going to marry Molly.” I looked at him and stopped laughing, “if you think I’m so unworthy of your marriage, stop pestering me. I don’t have to marry you!” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
When I finished, I turned around and left Ming’s room. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I didn’t know what happened later. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I stayed in my room all day. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
In the evening, the setting sun sprinkled on my room and it was beautiful. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Fortunately, I brought a sketch book and solid-state watercolor. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I found an empty recliner on the beach. I sat on it and began to draw. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
When I mixed orange and yellow to brush the sunset on the paper, a tall figure covered the light in front of me. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I didn’t look up, but I knew who it was. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
As I drew, I said, “President Jessop, you’re getting married tomorrow. If Miss Lewis sees us, she’ll get it wrong.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Come with me.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
He spoke directly. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I didn’t move, “President Jessop, I come to your wedding just to leave you a note. If President Jessop thinks I’m in the way, I can give it to you in advance and get off the island tonight.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“OK.” To my surprise, he agreed directly. He paused and said, “but I have something to tell you.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“I’m listening.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Although I was painting on the surface, I was distracted. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
The pen rubbed against the paper repeatedly. My painting was a bit dirty. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Don’t you go?” He raised his voice a little. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Before I answered, he leaned down and picked me up! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Ah!” I was scared and struggling, “Sean, you’re crazy!” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
This was the island of his wedding. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
All the people were his guests. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Lewis Family and Jessop family were here. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
If anyone saw him holding me, we would be misunderstood! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
But Sean ignored me. His thin lips approached me and said, “if you want to attract more people, keep shouting!” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
As soon as he said it, I shut up. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
My room was not far away. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Because this was a private island, our doors were not locked. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
He carried me directly into my room and threw me on the bed! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
The next second he pressed me. I saw Sean’s cheekbones a little dark. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
It looked like he had a fight with Ming during the day. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
He started kissing me crazily straight from the forehead to the cheeks to the earlobes and neck sockets. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“No! Go away! You’re crazy!” I was scared to death. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Of course I knew what Sean wanted to do! <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Yeah, I’m crazy. I want you. I’m crazy to think that you’ll belong to another man!” Sean put a hand around me and didn’t stop. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
His words hurt my heart. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
All of a sudden I didn’t move or struggle. I looked at the ceiling and smiled and said, “President Jessop, you just want to own me. You don’t want someone else to have what you’ve used. I hope President Jessop can distinguish between possessiveness and like or love.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“I love you.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
He looked at me seriously. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I looked at him and suddenly I felt funny, “President Jessop, are you showing off your acting skills? I admit your acting is very good. You’ve managed to trick me.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“I didn’t lie to you.” Sean looked at me affectionately. “I love you.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I looked at him and was in a mixed mood. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I used to expect Sean to say that to me. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
But I didn’t get it. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
He was getting married tomorrow but he told me several times. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I looked at him and said, deadpan, “so what? You’re getting married tomorrow. What’s the point of saying that to me?” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“I…” Sean seemed upset. He hesitated for a long time and then suddenly bowed his head and said in my ear, “I know it’s very selfish for me to say that, but I hope you will wait for me for a few years. In a few years, I will divorce her and marry you.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“President Jessop, aren’t you sorry for Cindy?” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“I made it clear before I marry her. And our marriage…” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“That’s enough, President Jessop.” He was very close to me. This feeling was what I relied on. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
But I knew I couldn’t do it. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
The man was getting married tomorrow. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Cindy was good and innocent. I couldn’t be selfish. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I couldn’t hurt her. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I pushed him away and sat up to look at him. “President Jessop, let’s stop. I’ll leave this island tonight.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Then I got up and took out my red bag in my bag. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
When I opened the bag, I saw the unused pregnancy test stick at first sight, and my heart hurt a lot. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I said in my heart, “I’m sorry, baby. Mom can’t keep Dad.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I put the pregnancy test stick at the bottom of the bag. I took out the red bag and handed it to Sean. I smiled and said, “President Jessop, I wish you and Miss Lewis happiness forever.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Sean took it and wanted to open it on the spot. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I reached out and stopped him, “President Jessop, please open it after I leave. When you open it, we’ll never see each other again.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
“Then I will never open it.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Sean said without hesitation. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I looked at him and felt hurt, but I smiled and said, “open it. I wrote that letter inside for a long time.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Sean looked at me with a complex look. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
He suddenly hugged me. “June, I love you.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I was stunned. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I was lying to myself. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I hugged him and patted him on the back. I said gently, “I know.” <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
After he left, I took the pregnancy test stick to the toilet and used it. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
I saw two red lines clearly. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
It was our baby. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Unfortunately, he was born to lose his father. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
That night I packed up and told Ming I was leaving the island. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Ming immediately said, “then I’ll leave with you. I came with you originally. If you want to leave, I’ll leave with you.” <\/p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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