{"id":1355,"date":"2020-06-26T11:58:19","date_gmt":"2020-06-26T11:58:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.extnovel.com\/?p=1355"},"modified":"2020-06-26T11:58:19","modified_gmt":"2020-06-26T11:58:19","slug":"Chapter275Iwantedtobewithhimallthetimeandneverparted","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/?p=1355","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 275 I wanted to be with him all the time and never parted"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I lay there and listened to my cell phone ring upstairs again, and then it didn&#8217;t ring again.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   My heart was almost cold.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The doorbell didn&#8217;t ring again.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At this time, Inez continued to wipe.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At last she came to the meeting room.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Inez stood at the door of the conference room and looked at me. There was not sympathy but joy on her face.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I knew she thought she was going to get my house so she was happy.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Inez didn&#8217;t say a word to me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Of course, I didn&#8217;t have the strength to talk to her.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At this time, I couldn&#8217;t open my eyes at all.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I gradually lost consciousness. My body was cold and heavy and I couldn&#8217;t move a finger.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   While I was lying, I vaguely heard a very noisy noise outside the door, but I didn&#8217;t know what happened.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I couldn&#8217;t care.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   My eyelids got heavier and heavier and I finally closed them.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At that moment, I was thinking about Lester.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He was only four years old. He still had a long life. He didn&#8217;t have a father and his mother died.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He must be pitiful.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sorry, Lester.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8211;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t know how long it took.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I just felt that my eyes were dark and my brain was active, but my body was not under my control.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I could vaguely feel something moving around.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Someone was talking.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   And I had a clear sense that there had always been someone around me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   That man&#8217;s breath was always there. He was very close to me. Although I closed my eyes, I knew he was there.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I had been &#8220;sleeping&#8221; in the dark, and as time went on, I felt the sound around me more and more clearly.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I could even feel the nurse insert the needle into my blood vessel occasionally.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I could hear the nurse and the doctor talking about my illness.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   And I had always felt that person. His big hand had been holding my hand.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He made me not afraid in the dark. I could feel clearly that I was alive.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I wanted to tell him I was here.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   So I tried to hold his hand.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Maybe I succeeded. I felt the man holding my finger tightly and said to me, &#8220;you feel it, right?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   In response to him, I tried to shake his hand again.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Suddenly he let go of my hand.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   My heart was cold.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Then a nurse came in.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But I was still not getting better.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   After a long time the man continued to hold my hand. I heard him say in my ear, &#8220;you must be OK, or I won&#8217;t forgive myself.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I&#8217;m sorry. I always thought that what I did was to love you and to be nice to you, but now I understand that I have been hurting you.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Today I opened the letter you put in that red bag. I&#8217;m sorry. I opened it today because you said if I opened it, we would never meet again. I didn&#8217;t want it, so I didn&#8217;t open it.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I used to think I was smart and omnipotent, but when I saw that letter, I knew I was stupid. I believed her lies and have been hurting you who really saved me.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Please wake up. As long as you wake up, I&#8217;ll listen to you.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I&#8217;ll divorce Cindy as soon as you wake up. You can not choose me. As long as you&#8217;re alive and happy, I&#8217;m willing to do everything for you.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;My life is saved by you. I&#8217;m willing to give my life to you. If you hate me, I&#8217;m willing to have nothing, and I&#8217;m willing to be a lonely person all my life. As long as you are happy, it doesn&#8217;t matter that I accompany you far away.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;So please wake up&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I lay there and listened to the man.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I could feel my heartache.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The feeling of heartache was more than all the feelings I felt now. It was so painful.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t want to die.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   If I died, he would be sad.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He would.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t want to die. I wanted to be with him all the time and never parted.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   This kind of thought was slowly extending in my mind. Heartache seemed to be all over me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I didn&#8217;t know how long I slept.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Finally a ray of light came into my world!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When I realized I woke up, my brain was blank.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I thought I had a long dream. There was a man in my dream who was always with me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Becky.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I opened my eyes and turned around and saw the man standing next to me.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It was Ming.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;You&#8230;&#8221; I opened my mouth slightly and felt it astringent.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He got up at once and pressed the bell on the side.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I looked around to make sure I was in the hospital.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Ming thought I was going to ask about myself. He grabbed my hand and said gently, &#8220;you&#8217;ve been in a coma for five days. Fortunately, you&#8217;re awake. If you don&#8217;t wake up, I may be going crazy.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He was smiling when he spoke. I knew he was really happy because I woke up.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At this time, nurses and doctors came. They removed my stomach tube and examined me immediately.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I asked Ming, &#8220;have you been with me these days?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He seemed to hesitate for a moment, but he nodded quickly, &#8220;yes, I&#8217;ve been with you.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It was him.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was grateful but a little disappointed.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But I knew I shouldn&#8217;t be disappointed.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   How could Sean be with me?   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Thank you.&#8221; I looked at him and said, &#8220;I was in a coma, but I always seemed to feel you. I remember you said a lot to me. Because you are here, I can wake up so quickly.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When I said that, I could see Ming&#8217;s eyes were obviously dimmed.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But he soon became gentle. He raised his hand and touched my head. &#8220;OK, let the doctor examine you first.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;OK.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was obedient.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Ming took out his cell phone and went out first.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Someone came in while the doctor was measuring my blood pressure. I thought it was Ming.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I looked up and saw Sean.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He was obviously shocked when he saw that I woke up. He rushed over and hugged me. &#8220;You&#8217;re awake!&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I entered his warm arms.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He held me tightly in his strong arms. The temperature was familiar.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I was just held by him, but my tears couldn&#8217;t help falling.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   I had a lot to say to him.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But all my words were stuck in my throat.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He was Cindy&#8217;s husband. Even if I was in a coma for a long time, I couldn&#8217;t forget that.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   After a long time I suppressed all my impulses and desire to hold him. I said coldly, &#8220;President Jessop, thank you for coming to see me.&#8221;   <\/p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I lay there and listened to my cell phone ring upstairs again, and then it didn&#8217;t ring again.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   My heart was almost cold.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The doorbell didn&#8217;t ring again.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At this time, Inez continued to wipe.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At last she came to the meeting ro<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[],"tags":[],"amp_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1355"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1355"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1355\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1355"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1355"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1355"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}