{"id":1902,"date":"2020-06-26T15:33:44","date_gmt":"2020-06-26T15:33:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.extnovel.com\/?p=1902"},"modified":"2020-06-26T15:33:44","modified_gmt":"2020-06-26T15:33:44","slug":"Chapter-79-Is-It-That-Difficult-To-Forget-Her","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/?p=1902","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 79 Is It That Difficult To Forget Her"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>That night, Benjamin did not leave New York. Even if he had troubled with his parents, he still worried about his father&#8217;s health, and he couldn&#8217;t disobey his parents.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It&#8217;s just that there was Molly in that house now, and he didn&#8217;t want to see him.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He called Jim. He knew too much about his father&#8217;s temper. He didn&#8217;t even have to think about it that his dad had to stop all his bank cards, so he simply didn&#8217;t drive.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When Jim received Benjamin&#8217;s phone call at the side of the road, he couldn&#8217;t help but said, &#8220;You think of yourself as the young Master in the idol drama. You have no money and run away from home.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Ben showed Jim the cash that his housekeeper had given him, &#8220;See, I am still with cash.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Jim couldn&#8217;t help shaking his head. &#8220;In fact, I want to know more about why you were kicked out of the house.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Ben didn&#8217;t respond for a while, leaning on the back of the car seat behind him.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   In this world, in addition to Alice, who else can make him disobey the rules?   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   They were friends since young age. Jim can understand what Ben was thinking just by a glance, especially now, and he must be thinking about Alice time.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Jim sighed helplessly, &#8220;You are incurable.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Benjamin&#8217;s did not deny Jim&#8217;s words.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Yes, he was really hopeless. He was poisoned by Alice, who appeared as a chronic poison in his life.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Jim sometimes really felt that Benjamin was too single-minded, &#8220;There are so many beauties in the world. Why do you have to die in Alice&#8217;s arms? Is it so difficult to forget her?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Benjamin&#8217;s mouth was mixed with a touch of helpless smile. &#8220;What about you? Do you really forget her?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Jim was startled by his words, but he soon resumed his calm. This matter should only be known by him. At this moment, his heart hurt.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sometimes it&#8217;s really hard to forget someone.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   That night, Jim accompanied Benjamin for a few drinks. When the night was quiet, Benjamin dialed Alice&#8217;s number.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   After Alice and Benjamin separated at the hospital entrance today, those words of Benjamin had been repeated in her mind over and over again.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Alice, am I not good enough for you? Am I not humble enough in front of you? It&#8217;s because you love me that you hurt me again and again. Why do you reject me? In your heart, didn&#8217;t you love me at all?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She could feel his heartache, and she could feel his helplessness, but she could not give him anything.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She might have rushed out and went to where he lived desperately, but he was not there.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   His name was displayed on the phone screen, Benjamin.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She had called him countless times when she was happy, when she was sad, when she wanted to cry.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She answered the phone, and she tried hard to call his name again, but the more anxious she was, the more the tear-like pain in her throat made her unable to make a sound.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He didn&#8217;t speak on the phone.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8230;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Leaning quietly next to the bed, thinking of her heartless words today, &#8216;I will ever see you again. &#8216;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   During the call, there was no talking, but it was not cut off, as if they were just in this state, as if they were not far away.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Both of their phones were tightly pressed against their ears, as if they were near, and they could hear each other&#8217;s breath.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   After a while, Benjamin finally said, his low voice mixed with his affection for since young age.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Baby &#8230; doesn&#8217;t sleep too late, good night.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At that moment, Alice was biting the back of her hand, crying with grief.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   At that time, she stayed with him every day and asked him, &#8220;Benjamin, what am I to you?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It seemed like he was numb to this question, but she never got bored. He said, &#8220;You are my Alice.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She didn&#8217;t like the answer, although at that time, they were just close friends living under the same roof. She was still greedy to let him say, &#8220;The next time I ask you, you have to say, I am your Baby, the most important baby.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But next time she asked him, &#8220;Benjamin, what am I to you?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   His answer was, as always, &#8220;You are my Alice.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She glared at him vigorously, and he just smiled slightly, and his big hand touched her with covetous affection, and never called her baby as she wished.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Alice, she never thought that one day, he would not be her Benjamin.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Alice was sitting on Benjamin&#8217;s bed, hugging his pillow, suppressing her grievances and sadness.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Benjamin, who hung up the phone, leaned on the bedside, and a pair of dark eyes stared at the chandelier on the ceiling.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It must because he looked at it for a long time, and his eyesight got blur. Maybe it&#8217;s too much wine tonight, and he felt so sad at this moment.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Benjamin lived with Jim for only a week, and Jim was almost driven crazy by Benjamin.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He admitted that Jim was really a playboy, and not a single did he not bring his girlfriend home.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Just for seven days in a row, when Jim and her girlfriend were on the climax every night, Benjamin would knock on the door of his room.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   As long as he didn&#8217;t open the door, Benjamin will keep knocking.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   This evening, Benjamin knocked on the door again. Jim could not bear it, and wearing a bathrobe, he opened the door.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Brother, could you please be kind to me?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Benjamin disdainfully said, &#8220;I can&#8217;t stand that you are too indulgent in sex. Aren&#8217;t you tired every night?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Although it was clear why Jim became what he was today, it will also be worthless for him.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Would the person who had tortured him would come back when he kept doing this?   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Jim handed Benjamin a bank card. &#8220;Mast, go out from house. You can find a hotel in my family. You can live wherever you want.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Benjamin confiscated the bank card and lived in his family like a jerk. &#8220;You can bring your girls directly to the hotel.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Nonsense. If I go to the hotels, my dad would find me out, and I would end up like you.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Oh, wasn&#8217;t this the sadness of heirs?   <\/p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>That night, Benjamin did not leave New York. Even if he had troubled with his parents, he still worried about his father&#8217;s health, and he couldn&#8217;t disobey his parents.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It&#8217;s just that there was Molly in that house now, and he didn&#8217;t want to see him.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He called Jim<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[28],"tags":[],"amp_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1902"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1902"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1902\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1902"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1902"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1902"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}