{"id":3434,"date":"2021-06-22T05:00:05","date_gmt":"2021-06-22T05:00:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.extnovel.com\/?p=3434"},"modified":"2021-06-22T05:00:05","modified_gmt":"2021-06-22T05:00:05","slug":"Chapter_57_Affectionate_kiss","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/?p=3434","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 57 Affectionate kiss"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>While eating dumplings, Karin listens to Robert&#8217;s words, and gradually becomes unconscious.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Since it has such a significant meaning, why did you ask me make it for him?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;That&#8217;s not the case, Charlie has a deep affection for his mother. Since his mother died, his heart is like a piece of ice. Until I know you, the ice shows signs of melting. Although I am not present at noon today, I&#8217;m sure that he must have been touched by the dish you made for him.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Her nose is sour, she puts down her chopsticks, and says, &#8220;I&#8217;m full, enjoy yourself.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He gets upstairs and goes back to the room to pack her luggage, and her mother follows her, &#8220;Karin, don&#8217;t forget your promise.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;OK, I know.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Mother&#8217;s expectations are something she can never fail, even if she is unhappy.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   On the way back, she thinks about what Robert said, and her mood is always bad.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When she arrives at the hotel, she is hoping to avoid Charlie and Mia. However, things go against her. The moment she steps into the hall, she meets the two.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Have you had dinner?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Charlie asks with concern, she nods, and stiffly answers, &#8220;Yes.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Me too. The dumplings I ate at her house are delicious.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Robert deliberately shows off. Sure enough, Charlie flashes a surprise in his eyes, but soon calms down, &#8220;You go back to the room to rest first, I have something else to do now.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Okay.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She nods hurriedly, carries her luggage into the elevator, and closes the door.    <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It is late at night, lying on the soft big bed of the hotel, thinking about some messy things.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Tomorrow she will return to Zurich, she should not be with Charlie again, but it seems to have a lot of words to tell him, and there is no chance to say.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   If Mia hasn&#8217;t come, she would speak them out. She could say what she wants to say, all at once.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It is close to one o&#8217;clock in the morning. After Charlie takes Mia out, he never returns. No, they should be back, but she is invisible in the room.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He lives next to her, across a wall, but she doesn&#8217;t have the courage to raise her ears.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Counting the sheep desperately, she finally feels a little sleepy, but the phone suddenly sounds.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Her heart is startled, and there seems to be a sense of intuition that it is him. It is. The message reads, &#8220;Open the door.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Open the door?   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She is shocked and couldn&#8217;t believe her eyes. He asks her to open the door. Is he outside her room?   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Without much time to think, she jumps off the bed and opens the door without turning on the lights.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   A dark figure flashes into the room, just like two years ago, pressing her against the door.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Although the moonlight is pale, it is enough to see his face.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;You&#8230;&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   As soon as she is about to speak, her lips are pressed by his.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The gentle kiss lasts for a long time, and Karin is almost out of breath when he kisses her. She forgets to push him away.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Instead, her arms hug his neck unknowingly, smelling the faint mint scent between his tongue and teeth.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She is extremely struggling and contradictory to herself. Two voices echo at them same time. One voice says, &#8220;Karin, you can&#8217;t do this. You can&#8217;t indulge in your feelings.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Another voice says, &#8220;Follow your heart. Love is inherently selfish. As long as you are in love, nothing is impossible.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Sometimes, she really wants to let herself be indulged in love, like now, she really doesn&#8217;t want to think about anyone and just follow her feelings, but can she? What after indulgence? What is waiting for her?   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Perhaps, what is waiting for her is endless pain and blame.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Charlie lets go of her. In the darkness, the two looks at each other for a long time. He reaches out and takes her into his arms, whispering softly, &#8220;Karin, I will never offend you if I cannot give you a secure future.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She may be grateful for his responsibility, but why does she feel so sad.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Charlie, but you offend me every time.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Karin purses her lips and pushes him angrily.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He hugs her tighter, &#8220;Sometimes, I can&#8217;t help myself.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;But what is this? Your fiancee lives next door. If she knows it, how could I feel?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Sooner or later, she will know that, and I am ready.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;What are you going to do?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Cancel the engagement.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She hurriedly says, &#8220;No, absolutely not.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;This is my business. You can&#8217;t say no to me.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Karin feels a little embarrassed, and explains, &#8220;I mean, you need to think twice before you act, don&#8217;t be too impulsive.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Do you want me to marry her?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Charlie asks seriously, his tone sounds sad.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Her heart softens, &#8220;I just want you to be happy.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   For the first time, she begins to face up to the emotional problem with him, &#8220;I know that you may marry Mia not because of love, but there must be other reasons. No matter what the reason is, I do not want you to change because of me.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;How do you know that I do this because of you? It is also possible, but I want to take responsibility for my life.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;If so, I have nothing to say.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He smiles, &#8220;If not, what do you want to say?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I want to say, I hope you be happy.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Do you think I would be happy to live with someone I don&#8217;t love?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She is always easily pushed into the corner by him. Facing his affectionate gaze, she wants to escape.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I feel pity for your helplessness, but I&#8217;m sorry, I can&#8217;t help you.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;You feel pity for me? I haven&#8217;t sympathized with you yet.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Karin blushes, &#8220;Why do you feel pity for me.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Don&#8217;t think I don&#8217;t know, your relationship is in a mess.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   \u000e\u000e\u000e\u000e\u000e\u000e\u000e\u000e\u000e\u000e\u000e\u000e\u000e\u000e<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>While eating dumplings, Karin listens to Robert&#8217;s words, and gradually becomes unconscious.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Since it has such a significant meaning, why did you ask me make it for him?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;That&#8217;s not the case, Charlie has a deep affection for his mother. 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