{"id":3843,"date":"2021-08-07T05:00:01","date_gmt":"2021-08-07T05:00:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.extnovel.com\/?p=3843"},"modified":"2021-08-07T05:00:01","modified_gmt":"2021-08-07T05:00:01","slug":"Chapter_271_Love_Yourself","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/extnovel.com\/?p=3843","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 271 Love Yourself"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;Went out to sing,&#8221; Bella said softly, drooped her eyes, and her long eyelashes covered the emotions of her deep eyes.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   James Grayson held Bella&#8217;s hand.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Her hands were cold, like ice.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He held it tightly, &#8220;I went to KTV to find you. You weren&#8217;t there. There was only your bag and cell phone in it.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Based on the Chief&#8217;s ability, is it possible to not know where I was?&#8221; Bella asked and sarcastically drew up the corners of her mouth. Her eyes were soft, but there were no emotions. Her gaze seemed estranged.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   James Grayson frowned.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He really couldn&#8217;t find her location. He located her mobile phone, but the electronic eye seemed to be broken. He couldn&#8217;t trace her. After searching all night, he finally saw her location, and he came right away.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   But, the person who can block the electronic eye, was most probably David Wilson.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Some inexplicable emotions spread in his eyes.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He seemed calm, steady, introverted, but there was a surge of anger in his body. The flames burned his sense of reasoning. &#8220;What the hell do you want to do? You were with David Wilson to revenge me, do you think it is interesting?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Bella&#8217;s eyes flashed a light, and she swallowed the bitter water.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She fainted yesterday, otherwise, she would not have gone with David Wilson.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He thought that she tried to take revenge, whatever.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;No, it&#8217;s really boring. Give me my bag and cell phone. I won&#8217;t go to the military area for the time being. I&#8217;ll take a day off today.&#8221; Bella wanted to relax.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;You can take a week off.&#8221; James Grayson turned around and sat in his car.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Her bag was thrown out of the window.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   As if a knife stabbed her heart hardly.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She was an excellent psychologist. She knew James did this because of anger and disgust.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When two people get along for a long time, they become more intolerant, because they do not cherish the other. They do not cherish the other because they have found someone whom they cherish more.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Her complaint, anger, and sharpness was like a double-edged sword, stabbing herself and the other as well.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Everyone wanted to avoid her. Everyone was afraid of being hurt!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Bella picked up the bag, opened it and took the medicine bottle from it. Her hands were shaking. There was no water but she took one pill.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The unstable mood gradually calmed down.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She booked a room in a nearby hotel, took a bath, drugged herself, bandaged herself, and lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Most male chauvinism like women who are smart. They like women to rely on, so that she can pamper them and satisfy their self-esteem.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   The women they dream about have long hair, who walked beautifully with delicacy. Women who are gentle and affectionate, considerate, understand them and need their protection.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   However, because of the influence of male chauvinism, they also don&#8217;t like the women around them to ask what they don&#8217;t want to say. They dislike when the woman interferes in their lives, especially when she questions their relationship with other women, they will feel upset, even disgusted for a long time.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Now James Grayson was a male chauvinist in Bella&#8217;s mind.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She can&#8217;t be obedient nor coquettish, nor want to rely on him, and whenever he will throw her away she will not beg for mercy.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Maybe, she and he are not suitable in character.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Bella had a rest and didn&#8217;t let herself daydream. She went to the shopping center to buy some expensive clothes and a set of makeup.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When no one loves us, we should love ourselves more!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Bella changed her clothes. It was a very appealing skirt. She tied up her hair, put on delicate make-up. She looked dignified, noble and lively.    <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She went to the sanatorium and secretly looked at her mother.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Kate Andrew was reading a book. She has recovered well and looked very good. Her eyes were no longer blurry. Instead, she has a bright light and was immersed in the fantasy of making herself better.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Bella can&#8217;t go to her mother.    <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   If she went to meet her, her mother would ask about Richard Johnson and if she will be disappointed twice or three, she will lose hope.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She can see her mother getting better, and it was enough for her.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Bella&#8217;s cell phone rang.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She saw a series of numbers, hesitated for a moment, answered and walked out towards the gate.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Hello, do you remember who I am?&#8221; A male voice came from the mobile phone.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Bella&#8217;s memory was very good.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   She knew he was the man she called casually when they told each other what was wrong in their life.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I do, what&#8217;s the matter?&#8221; Bella asked politely.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I&#8217;ve come to your city and want to meet you.&#8221; The man said directly.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Bella pulled the corners of her mouth and refused to say, &#8220;It&#8217;s better to remember each other than to meet.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Don&#8217;t get me wrong. Last time, you gave me the treatment me and my situation improved a lot. This time I came with a friend. My friend&#8217;s son has a serious mental problem.&#8221; He said sincerely.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;My charges aren&#8217;t less, ten thousand an hour.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Don&#8217;t say ten thousand, as long as you can cure his son, he will give a million.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Bella was silent for a while.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Love was gone, but career was still necessary, the more decadent, the more despised, the more abandoned she was, the better she wanted to live.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;An hour later, meet me in The Coffee Club of Moon international,&#8221; Bella said and hung up the phone.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   When she reached Moon international, she received another message.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Jasmine box.&#8221; The man sent her a message.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Bella put her mobile phone in the bag, got out of the car, went into the Coffee Club, found Jasmine box and knocked on the door.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Come in.&#8221; The man&#8217;s deep voice sounded.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Bella opened the door.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   There was only one man in the box.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He was wearing a light blue suit, white shirt inside, he had a slightly delicate face, curly hair. He looked very handsome.    <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He has also sprayed a nice men cologne. His lips were red and teeth were bright, he didn&#8217;t seem very old. His voice did not correspond with his age that she guessed from his voice on the phone.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Bella sat opposite to him.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   His eyes moved on her face. &#8220;I didn&#8217;t expect you to be so beautiful.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Bella lightly put her hands on the table, without any enthusiasm, she calmly asked, &#8220;what about your friend?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;He went out to buy a pack of cigarettes and will come here ten minutes later. You came earlier than I expected. My name is Kellan Pattinson. What&#8217;s your name?&#8221; Kellan Pattinson asked.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;Tell me about your friend&#8217;s children.&#8221; Bella didn&#8217;t want to be friends with him.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Bella took out the pen and a notebook from the bag.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Kellan Pattinson smiled. &#8220;Do you meet people so coldly?&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;There is no need for enthusiasm, why let others misunderstood, and make problems for oneself,&#8221; Bella said solemnly.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   &#8220;I&#8217;m curious that there are very few women like you who are considerate, beautiful, independent and mature, who don&#8217;t cherish them?&#8221; Kellan Pattinson said pitifully.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Bella pulled the corner of her mouth. &#8220;When the rose looks beautiful people plucked it. It will be plucked forcefully and in a few days, it withers. Do you cherish the withered flowers? If you want to know more about my private life, I&#8217;m sorry. I&#8217;ll go back now. &#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Bella put the book and pen in the bag and got up.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Kellan Pattinson also stood up, he was tall. &#8220;If I have said something wrong, I apologize for it. I am not wasting your time. I have really brought my friend.&#8221;   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   As soon as his voice fell, the door of the box opened.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Bella looked at the person and she was stunned.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   It&#8217;s him!   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   \u0003\u0003\u0003<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;Went out to sing,&#8221; Bella said softly, drooped her eyes, and her long eyelashes covered the emotions of her deep eyes.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   James Grayson held Bella&#8217;s hand.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   Her hands were cold, like ice.   <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>   He held it tightly, &#8220;I went to KTV to find you. 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