Her eyes lit up after a while. "I think so, if I want to recognize you as my brother, you can follow my surname. My name is Mengying Lin. Then you can call Yisheng Lin. The Chinese word "Yi" which mean of wing with hope, The Chinese word "sheng" which mean a new birth, all represent that you are going to start a new life from now on!"
Yisheng Lin, Yisheng Lin changed a name and changed a life, he was just a child, he should get rid of that kind of inhuman torture long ago.
When he was abused, in the bottom of his heart, he certainly hoped that someone would come out to help him. Mengying Lin even thought that the indifference in the eyes of this child was never formed in a day. He was afraid that when he was abused, he would look at the people around him eagerly, expecting that someone would lend a hand to him. Perhaps, he also shouted to the people around him. Just asked for saving him...
However, no, no one at all, no one lends a helping hand to him, and no one even cares about his screaming for help.
Therefore, the hope in his eyes was gradually wiped out, and in the end, there was only infinite indifference.
How cruel was the process of a child, from full of hope to final despair of human nature?
Mengying Lin was not a good kind-hearted Mary Su. She thought that those people who were good hearted but had to give up helping halfway were even more abominable than those who did evil. Because they gave hope to others again and again, but again and again, they killed and wore out that hope.
"I hope you like this name, because from now on, you are my brother." Mengying Lin 's hand gently laid on his cheek. After the child was washed, he looked very good. "I know you are very alert. Maybe you think I helped you to show my kindness or for other purposes, but in fact, I am not helping you, I am just helping myself."
Her voice was choking and her eyes were floating. She seemed tired. She simply took off her shoes and went to bed She sat beside the boy like an elder sister who was telling stories. She said softly, "Let me tell you a secret. I'm just like you actually. I was also born after my mother was raped. But I am luckier than you. My mother is very kind to me. My grandpa and grandma are very kind to me as well.
The secret had never been mentioned by her whether in her previous or present life.
In other people's eyes, she was an internationally famous weapon manufacturing expert, a bright and sunny girl, but only she knew how much she despised and criticized when she was in kindergarten and primary school. She even thought of committing suicide several times.
Luckily, her mother discovered her bullying, and her mother quit her job and took her grandparents to another city to start a new life, and her life was saved.
The boy raised his head in surprise and looked at her face as if he did not believe that she would have the same experience as him.
"So when I saw you, I wanted to help you. In fact, I'm not helping you. I'm just helping me with my shadows. When I was a child, I was bullied by all my classmates. I also hoped that one person would stand up and not really help me fight against everyone, as long as he would stand up and then stretch me out. It would be enough.
Even Mengying Lin didn't realize that when she spoke, tears had fallen down her cheeks and her voice was choking. "But no, no one came to help me... I have huddled in the corner of the classroom countless times, calling for help from my classmates again and again... It's a dream of my own, so I'll help you out of trouble and let myself out of the shadows.
She has never been a nosy person. What kind of heart was she? She was not a kind-hearted person. All she done, in the end, was just for herself.
"Yisheng Lin, so you don't have to be grateful me, as long as you live well, you know?" Mengying Lin wiped away her tears and got out of bed, she turned around and went to her bed, opened the quilt and fell asleep, then covered her head with the quilt.
The room was quiet, with only a faint candle sparkling and jumping.
The boy lying on the bed looked sideways at the other bed. After a long time, he took back his sight and whispered softly in his mouth, "Yisheng Lin... Yisheng Lin..."
From then on, he was born of Yisheng Lin.
On the other side of the courtyard, in the superior guest room of the post station, the night was deep, but the people in the room were hard to sleep. Besides Shuping Xiao, who would be stimulated by the scene in the carriage?
"Sister, it's just a woman who can't get on stage. Don't think about her any more. Look at the noble children in the city. Which one is not open at the age of twelve? It is not a secret to keep at least ten house girls in the houseroom before they get married .At the age of the prince of Xuanwu, there are no imperial concubines. There is not even a famous woman around. Those women who can't get on the stage, just let they play. It will not have any impact on your future identity.
Yueling Xiao yawned and couldn't help persuading her that it was midnight and that she would not go to sleep. If Shuping Xiao had not been her eldest daughter, she would not have waited on her for so long.
"What do you know about it? When you really admire someone, you won't be so light. Shuping Xiao stood by the window, and the window opened. She looked up at the direction of the second floor. There was room for Liancheng Mo, the prince of Xuanwu. "It was precisely because she was a woman who could not get on the stage, so I can do something. If she really changed by a position with dignity and status, I will not do anything else."
"Huh? What do you mean? Sister, I can't understand what you're talking about." Yueling Xiao had dim eyes and couldn't stop yawning.
Shuping Xiao sighed and closed the window. "Ok, let us go to sleep, tomorrow you asked someone to help me find out whether the prince of Xuanwu let anyone send the soup to her afterwards or not."
"Did that need to be inquired about? The prince of Xuanwu is not stupid. How can a woman who has no reputation take the lead in having a son? Such a thing is a great shame to be placed in the royal family. Royal blood is noble, but not everyone can be pregnant with royal offspring, that woman, did she qualified? Yueling Xiao thought Shuping Xiao was too careful about that thing.
"Let you go, you go will be ok!" Shuping Xiao was so upset that she could not understand why she was so upset. In the past, she had seen a lot of romance, but so far, he has never done anything like this.
She would never allow any accident until she got what she wanted, as for the woman... A helpless and stateless civilian...
"Ok, ok! What you say is good! Yueling Xiao's impatient response, but her heart was angry to the extreme, she was not the eldest daughter, she was also the daughter of the prime minister's office, but she could be regard as a servant girl to make unexpectedly?
Night was silent, not even moonlight, the whole world did not know when there was only darkness left.